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I'm sorry but I just have to vent.
I feel really really angry... it feels sooo deep! I feel like I've been angry almost all my life, and that most of the time I've turned that energy inward and spent my time feeling depressed instead. I feel a deep mistrust towards people. I feel like almost everyone lies, and has a secret life. Then when I feel that I am projecting and that I'm the one with the problem I get even more upset.
wish I had something nicer to say.
heather
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Dear Sunshine and Grace!
First Grace! Oh thank you soooooooo much for your great reply! Well I don't know if it's your corrections or the modules I'm on, whatever it is I find I am just so much better now and I really really reeeeeally do believe now that it's possible for me to accomplish the project I'm working on right now SUCCESSFULLY! I'm SURE it will work out this time and I'm working towards it all the time, but feeling very optimistic this time that it will work out and be successful. I find I'm very very focused and pretty much I've sort of like made it the centre of my life that everything else revolves around, like it's the priority for me right now and I'm soooooooooooo happy to be working on it! Being focused and concentrated on a specific goal has always been a problem for me, because I've always been Ms. Indecisive Number 1! I'd start on a project and before I had done 2 steps on it I would be SURE I had chosen the wrong project and then I'd start another one, which I would also almost immediately start doubting as well.
Asides from that I find I've also become 100% more focused and sure of projects in general since I left my ex a year ago. I've always been so very easily influenced by other people, always giving in to the pressure of other people to put them as number 1 in my life ahead of MY interests or the things I wanted to do or thought would be good for me to do. Or if other people thought that what I wanted to do wasn't the right thing, I easily believed them and doubted myself. And since I was always with other people I could never concentrate on my own projects, always putting doing tasks for the other people as being more important.
So after I left Mr. Ex number 2 last year I decided it was high time to spend some time by myself and listen to no one else except ME! And since I did that everything just started falling into place and things started to become very clear for me, even then a year before Paths. Even so I always had a lot a lot a lot of doubts that I was any good as a person or deserved any good things at all. And that is what Paths (and you Grace! ) have taken charge of taking care of for me!
So now I find that after being on these really so positive modules of Paths for a while now that I am just soooooooooo much more positive, I have so much less negative and self-sabotaging self-talk or rather self-THOUGHTS (because I always tried to always TALK to myself in positive terms, but before I didn't believe in all that phony feel-good prep talk that I spoon-fed to myself), but now I actually do BELIEVE in all the positive self-talk that I regale myself with. I didn't believe in the LOA because I tried to make only positive affirmations the whole day long all the time but in spite of that nothing good ever came to me. But all that changed after I left my ex.
Hi Sunshine! Oh I do hope you are doing better now! Someone posted a really neat story on manifesting and using visualizations and the LOA to attract some really good things (in this case a neat car) into their life, here is the link in case you didn't see it: http://www.energeticforum.com/person...html#post70317. Maybe you could try that to manifest a nice apartment or house into your life, and then to manifest sharing that home with your family living with you in it.
The important thing is to NEVER EVER doubt! Just imagine that you went to a fortune teller and she tells you, I see in your future a lovely home with your family living with you in it. Since a fortune teller saw this in your future you just KNOW that one day that is going to pass, because that IS the future that she saw for you so it HAS to happen!
I understand that that can sometimes be very hard because you look at your present circumstances and you can see that they are very different from what you would like to have. But it's a bit like before moving into a new home, before you move into a new home you must still continue to live in your old home (in this case a caravan) but you know that you WILL be moving into a new home soon. So in the present moment you are still living in and sleeping in a caravan, but you also know (because for example you imagine that you've already signed a lease, or whatever) that a new home lies waiting for you in the near future and within a few days or weeks you will be sleeping in your new home. Since you have no doubt whatsoever that this will happen (because let's imagine you signed a lease), you are calm and peaceful as you lie in your caravan, because you know that although in the present moment you are still sleeping in the caravan, your new home lies ahead for you in your future.
Sometimes when we lose our family it is not forever. A friend had a son who went off to live with his father, but it didn't last very long. Almost immediately everyone realized the big mistake they had made taking her son off to live with his father, and he returned to his mother.
Oh well that's about it for now everyone! Loads of good things fall onto everyone now! Serena (Well there's no smiley with pictures of loads of good things falling down from the sky lol!)
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For Katka
Originally posted by katka20 View PostHi Grace,
for more than a week I'm planning to change some of my modules, I asked Paths for advice and rationally I agree with them, but something is stopping me to write mail for change. And all this time I keep getting asociations about writing to you for your advice. I have to change modules, because one of my little bones in the wrist makes problems, I had it replaced 5 years ago with another bone and now Xrays showed that it is not alive on the edges. I also have financial problems, so most of my modules were up to now devoted to that issues, I have now 10 modules. Could you please test which modules would be good for me????? I apologize for bothering you, thank you for lighting up energetic forum.
Katja
Hi Katka,
Please don't feel you are bothering me. I love this thread and everyone posting on it.
1. Defying Gravity ~ this will help with your wrist.
2. Increased Energy and Motivation
3. Mood Elevation
4. Successful Living Phase 1
5. Successful Living Phase 2
6. Collaboration in the Work Place
7. Increased Synchronicity
8. Love the Looking Glass
9. Inspired Luck and Good fortune
10. Allow Healing
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Hi Grace,
for more than a week I'm planning to change some of my modules, I asked Paths for advice and rationally I agree with them, but something is stopping me to write mail for change. And all this time I keep getting asociations about writing to you for your advice. I have to change modules, because one of my little bones in the wrist makes problems, I had it replaced 5 years ago with another bone and now Xrays showed that it is not alive on the edges. I also have financial problems, so most of my modules were up to now devoted to that issues, I have now 10 modules. Could you please test which modules would be good for me????? I apologize for bothering you, thank you for lighting up energetic forum.
Katja
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Hey Grace
I feeling alot better and starting to fully accept things as is. I feel more peace now. Thank you for helping me in this difficult time. Thank you for helping Yamari and Mi Vida get better too!!
Lots of Love and Gratitiude!!
Yari
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For Sunshine!
Originally posted by Sunshine View PostI just can't seem to get things together at the moment. What's in my head and what I visualise and work towards just isn't making it to reality and I'm feeling very down with it. I just don't know what's going on. I've been working on getting a home and a job for the past few months. What's happened is that I've been through an awful lot of turmoil and right now I'm living in a caravan which is damp and cold and the bed is so hard I'm not sleeping properly and it's aggravating my back. I start off picturing how I want things and totally convinced it will happen and then follow leads, such as job applications, flats etc. But the flat goes to someone else and I don't get the jobs. To cap it all, Last week I went through a very horrible experience and basically have now lost my family. Consequently I am feeling very alone and very tired of what seems like a permanent battle. I am doing everything I know and yet I seem to manifest one difficult situation after another and haven't manifested what I'm picturing. Any insight gratefully appreciated because this is wearing me down. Thank you.
Hi Sunshine,
What is challenging for you right now Sunshine is the inner work you have done is not being reflected back to you in the outer world,or so you think. What you are experiencing now is the result of what you have been vibrating at within your sub-conscious mind. This is what you have been use to, and what constantly shows up.
When I say "what you have been vibrating at" (your frequency, what you are resonating with) I mean you are internally, consciously and unconsciously vibrating thoughts and feelings that are fear based. You must choose to THINK high vibrational thoughts, then add high vibrational Feelings to give your Ideal creation life.
I know you have put in much effort in focusing and concentrating your mind and visualizing your ideal, but what you need to practice more with is how you add the correct feelings and emotion.
I have said it many times to many people, being still, focusing, concentrating on constructive/positive thoughts that bring the physical body fine vibrations/feelings like Gratitude is the hardest work/effort you will ever do, but the absolutely most rewarding. Very few become Mental Giants for this reason, yet every single human being has everything necessary to become so.
In order to create, and creation is nothing but acknowledging the energy in motion, in other words allowing yourself to RECEIVE the highest truth known in existence, that all there is, is Light which is the vibration of Love in Motion.
You are in every moment , Energy In Motion. The first creative process then without a doubt is your conscious thinking. All thoughts have their own vibrations.
Let me explain the process of creating what you desire in this way:
Infinite potential extends itself as Light. This is Still Mind. Light projects itself as Energy this is Active Mind. Active Mind in it's purest form is what I call "Christ Consciousness" it is the emotion of Love. There is only one Emotion (Energy in Motion) and that is Love. Many people beleive there are many emotions but there is only one, and what they perceive as Fear is nothing but a slowed down vibrating energy version of Love. Fear is the absence of the conscious knowledge of the finest vibration of all there is and all that exists is the energy Love.
Gratitude is your conscious acceptance of the energy in motion, and your conscious knowing that Life is Good, and nothing but Good. Gratitude is not an emotion but a Feeling of the fine vibration of the Emotion of Love. There is not a finer feeling than Gratitude.
The Body Feels the energy in motion and when it is vibrating at it's finest the body feels Gratitude. What the Sub-conscious Mind reads then is the vibration of Love and will attract like vibrations. When you "Feel" you are projecting that vibration and a certain picture/experience in your outer world will show up. Experiencing is the Body's way of consciously knowing what vibration (energy in motion) you are creating.
We know we can slow down this energy in infinite ways. Shame being one of the most unpleasant and slowest feelings. Why choose it? Many do unconsciously because there is no separation in Reality and they allow the Collective to move them around like a rag doll. What the collective believes can do immense damage to an unsuspecting Human Being. A person unaware of the power they have within them. A person who does not make the conscious choice in every moment to think! Ego is nothing but your individual ability to choose what you desire to create. It is Free Will. Since you cannot separate yourself from anything, choosing something that does not serve the whole in a constructive manner will lead to pain and suffering. All selfish acts stem from belief in separation.
So Sunshine, you know what to do, now do it with the correct Feeling! Do not allow yourself one moment of Fear. Be the Spiritual Warrior you are and Fight to Feel Gratitude in every moment, especially when you are being still, focusing your mind, and concentrating on your Ideal. Know that what you think and feel will put Love into Motion. Do not try to figure out , what or how it will show up, just know that the energy you put into motion can not fail to show up.
Get calm and relaxed by breathing in the abundance of Life. Think about something you are grateful for, feel this until you truly feel the vibration in your body. For me it always puts a smile on my face, that's when I know that I've got it. Then add to that thought. Imagine how great it would feel to have what you are being currently grateful for, AND a new place to live. Feel how fabulous it Feels to have both. When you get that locked into your body with feeling you are talking to your Sub-conscious Mind, you are talking to Supreme Consciousness, you are asking for and giving thanks for the gift of being able to create whatever you desire. You are now Connected with all that is seen and unseen, You are One with God.
Ignore what is showing up now, turn the other cheek, if you perceive it as not good. Chalk it up to forgetting how powerful you are as a Co-creator. Be in the Now, know the Truth of your being, and choose Gratitude. Feel Gratitude for how amazing you truly are, and for the fact that you are One with God. A loving Father that has given everything to you before you even ask!
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Gracie,
Disney, yay! Knock 'em dead (but not literally k ).
XO Jessica
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For Serena and cassiopeias_dream!
Hi Serena!
First of all thank you Adrienne and Mozaar for your words of wisdom. What a pleasure it always is to see how you take such loving care of others.
Serena, I love your posts and am very grateful for your questions and your courage to post them!
When I began this thread I gave my word that I would answer questions about Paths and Chinese Energetic Medicine. I also said I would make CEM corrections for each person posting, and group corrections for those viewing. Group corrections are slightly different in that I take common issues that the majority have and make corrections for the whole.
I also am happy to muscle test what modules a person will gain the most strength from.
By the way cassiopeias_dream, these are the modules you need to switch to when you next change modules.
1. Enhanced Sexual Pleasure ~ Female (Lucky You!)
2. Successful Living 3
3. Increased Synchronicity
4. PH Balance for Life
So when a question muscle tests strong for me to answer then I also feel the inspiration and motivation to do it as soon as possible. If I don't answer a question, know that making the CEM corrections necessary for you to know, or answer your own questions is what will happen. If it tests strong I will answer. I have found this to be a perfect answer to my time constraints of when I post, and what questions I answer. I would love to answer all questions immediately but this has not been possible.
It may surprise many of you to know that I am an intently private person, and if it weren't for Aaron asking me to start this thread, and the fact that I was in the process of switching to the Insight and Intuition Module at the time, I would not have done so. Once on that module I felt the pull so strong to start this thread, that I honestly muscle tested over and over again if I should do this, and "come out of the closet" so to speak, and it kept muscle testing strong, so I had to. Many of my close and personal friends didn't even know at that time I practiced CEM. Now I never doubt, I just follow what tests strong.
I can't even begin to tell you how my life has changed because of this thread. You see, because of this thread I practice CEM almost in every moment. Having all of you asking for corrections forced me to go further and further within my own being. The greatest blessing a human being can ever hope for.
When I first began practicing CEM I was using the finger method that Aaron gives as an example in his Document he wrote explaining how Paths works. RDT Generation II Because I wanted to make corrections without people watching me, one day about 6 months after I began Practicing CEM, I noticed that my Abdominal Muscle was moving exactly with my fingers. I was so excited because this meant that I could use my abdominal muscle instead of the muscles of my fingers, or the deltoid muscle in another person. (The arm method which Dr. Yuen uses when he does workshops)
I realized years later, when friends wanted to feel my belly in action (I only allow the closest of friends to touch me there when I am making corrections ) that the reason I created this was because I wanted so very much to make CEM corrections all the time. Now I can do so, while driving, standing in line, in the shower, doing chores etc. It was perfection for me. Also with all this extra time to practice I became very effective, and efficient. it would take a book to explain more of what happened after I shifted to using my abdominal muscle, but needless to say as I type this I have already made corrections for thousands of issues for you.
My sub-conscious Mind has literally taken over making corrections for me as it also beats my heart, yet I am aware of it as you would be when you focus on your breathe. Most of the time you don't even think to breathe, but when you make it conscious you gain so much more from this amazing Life giving Force. I am the observer, and can see the issues needing corrections while I also am doing what I am doing.
I have made the corrections necessary for you to make way to "Do what you Love" and earn a great living. For now, you must take any job, and while on this job focus and concentrate on the life you desire as if you are living it. When I do laundry or many other mundane tasks, I let myself go
on autopilot while my imagination, feelings and emotions are working overtime visualizing my ideal life. This note I wrote on Facebook will also give you more information ~ Raising your Prosperity Conciousness
I will back tomorrow to make more Reply's.
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Hi Grace!
Hi Grace! Thanks for all that work that you do for everyone here Grace!
Well I don't know much about your life I don't know if you have had any competitions or championships lately, but I'm sure you laid all the competition flat!
Congrats for your new book too! How in the world do you ever find time to do so many things, make corrections and healing work, train for competitions and train other people too, take care of your family, watch your Paths theatres, write a book............?
Anyways thanks again Grace and have a great day! Serena
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Hi Sunshine!
Hi Sunshine! Oh I'm so sorry for everything that's going on in your life! (I bet now you're going to post and say everything's already worked out hehe! Well that would be great! )
I really don't know much about these things. But maybe you just have to keep persisting with your visualizations, and REALLY BELIEVE in them, at least during the time that you're making them!
A lot of times at first things won't work out and we have to be persistent. A friend really really really wanted to start her own store, so she started doing all the right things to bring that store into reality. But it seemed that she kept bumping into one obstacle after another. She couldn't get a loan from a bank, after a whole bunch of signs seemed to point out to her that THAT particular bank was THE ONE for her. When she was led to an empty office for rent that she was SURE was the right one for her, because all the signs pointed in that direction, in the end she couldn't get that office, it was old, rundown, etc., and the owner just didn't want to rent to her. But she didn't give up on her vision of having her own store. In the end a series of synchronicities led her to finally opening her own store, because she didn't give up on her goal. Involving her father getting offered a credit for something else which he didn't want, and then he discovered that he could give that credit to my friend, and other such things.
My kids and I hung out for a while in a DV shelter, most people don't like that kind of experiences but for me it was like being on vacation! Of course most people prefer to be in their own homes instead of a shelter, but if you knew what *home* was like for me, you would've preferred to be living out under a bridge too instead of being at *home*! But everything worked out grrrrrrrrrrreat, my kids and I now have our own great and marvelous home which is always filled with love and, well I was going to say peace but the truth is with all the fighting the kids do I guess peaceful isn't a word you would use to describe my home! But it is happy fighting and they are best friends. I get child support and things are pumping in absolutely every terrain except the financial one. But then I'm working on that right now, so I'm sure it will all get resolved in the end.
I have a friend who lives in a caravan, she has a little heater that she uses in the wintertime and she is quite comfy living there. Perhaps you could get one of those? But I do hope you can get your own home soon, and fill it with your loved ones.
Anyways take care Sunshine! Serena
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Hi Yari!
Hi Yari! Oh well you don't know me but I'm so sorry things aren't going well in your relationship. Just remember that even if things don't work out on that terrain you still have lots of other friends that love you out there!
And whenever one relationship ends that just leaves the door open for you to find, one day, the RIGHT person who WILL love you and care about you. When you're ready that is.
One day I'll be looking for that right person too to enter into my life hehe! But right now d'you know what I feel personally? That it's absolutely GRRRRRRRRRRREAT to be a swingin' bachelor lady! I go out when I want I go where I want I see who I want and no one is keeping tabs on me all the time, I don't owe any explanations to anyone and when I put something a certain place and go out it is still there when I come home! (Unless the kids get their grubby paws on it of course hehe. But if it's the kids at least I can just say, hand it over!)
Anyways keep in touch, okay? Serena
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Designing a Custom Module
When Designing a Custom Platinum Paths Module you must look at the procedure as you would building a pyramid. The foundation, the base, is the most important part. It must have the utmost Truth/strength built into it. This would be desires to express/experiences that are THE most important to your Soul (Sub-Conscious).
You also need to put these desires into a language that is of the utmost positive/constructive in nature. A language that will "grow" because it is full of vitality and life giving for all concerned. Your thoughts and intentions need to not only include your own desires and wishes, but desires and wishes that would be of service for all concerned.
For example Your initial foundation would include intentions such as those that would benefit the whole:
1. I am One with the Mind of God
2. I am Peace
3. I am Love
4. I am filled with Gratitude
5. etc.
Next you would begin to add more specific goals and desires such as
1. I am filled with Love and Gratitude for the work that I do
2. I am grateful for the ability to effortlessly serve others in a prosperous way.
3. I am so happy and grateful that I do what I love as I serve others and make more than enough than I would have ever imagined!
You want to add instructions that suggest how you "feel" about what you do that creates success for you. You must think of how you feel about what you do. These feelings must be constructive and positive.
As you proceed to the top of the pyramid you can then become more specific to your "ego" desires. You have set the foundation that serves the "whole" and now as you reach the ultimate goal that gives you complete fulfillment it must include service to the whole. You will not be happy asking for millions or the love of a certain person if it does not serve all concerned.
So begin with a solid foundation of Love with the intention of Service to the whole and because you are focused and concentrated on this, you are given the opportunity to do what you love and make millions for it effortlessly.
I will be back tomorrow to reply to more posts, but feel free to ask more questions about creating a Personal Custom Platinum Module as I am sure that what I have given you needs to be expanded on.
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I just can't seem to get things together at the moment. What's in my head and what I visualise and work towards just isn't making it to reality and I'm feeling very down with it. I just don't know what's going on. I've been working on getting a home and a job for the past few months. What's happened is that I've been through an awful lot of turmoil and right now I'm living in a caravan which is damp and cold and the bed is so hard I'm not sleeping properly and it's aggravating my back. I start off picturing how I want things and totally convinced it will happen and then follow leads, such as job applications, flats etc. But the flat goes to someone else and I don't get the jobs. To cap it all, Last week I went through a very horrible experience and basically have now lost my family. Consequently I am feeling very alone and very tired of what seems like a permanent battle. I am doing everything I know and yet I seem to manifest one difficult situation after another and haven't manifested what I'm picturing. Any insight gratefully appreciated because this is wearing me down. Thank you.
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For All!
As promised tomorrow I will first make a post on how to create a Paths custom module. Time permitting, my goal is to get up to date tomorrow and reply to everyone that have posted recently. Just remember that I make the corrections you ask for daily, and will continue to do so. I want to be fully caught up with my replies to all of you before Oct 17th when I compete again at Disney's Martial Arts Festival.
WE ARE ONE!
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Heartbroken
DARLING GRACE
I'm so grateful for all correction ur making on Yamari... please make more corrections on me, Jonathan looks like doesn't care for our relationship.. I'm gonna need strength and a lot of love and support. I happy that my daughter is getting better but I feel very down and hurt. I don't feel good I feel sick to my stomach if you can see if is just my emotions running crazy. I can't believe is over..
Need some love and light... Yari
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