need a little help tonight...
Thanks for your encouraging post! It is good to know I don't have to suffer with this forever! My mouth has been worse since living at the shelter... So has my sleep!
I have till sept 5th before school starts, and that is the date I have set as a goal to be in S. CA in my own apt. with my kids. I have some minor obstacles in front of me that would help if some of you could send me some serious energy to blast out of my way! One of them is I need to get a checking account, but x husband has to clear my name before bank will let me do so. Funny thing is it had nothing to do with me, and somehow he has a checking account. The other is just keeping my spirits and energy level up while living here at the shelter. Most of the time, I do great at this, but tonight I am really having a hard time! I can not seem to stop the tears! Maybe it is good to cry it out and get rid of it, so I can move forward... maybe this is a step forward, but to me it is hard!
I am really sorry to dump all this, but I just needed to talk, and right now I don't have a great support system here in person... The people around me are meaning well, but keep trying to prepare me for the worse that can happen! I keep trying to explain to them that I am trying to create something different in my world, but they just do not understand. I am determined to create peace and harmony and abundance, and love in my life and my kids life! Maybe if you have some of that type of extra energy you could send some my way!
I am really sorry, this is not very possitive... but I really need some help tonight! Thank you for listening
zartgirl Sj
Thanks for your encouraging post! It is good to know I don't have to suffer with this forever! My mouth has been worse since living at the shelter... So has my sleep!
I have till sept 5th before school starts, and that is the date I have set as a goal to be in S. CA in my own apt. with my kids. I have some minor obstacles in front of me that would help if some of you could send me some serious energy to blast out of my way! One of them is I need to get a checking account, but x husband has to clear my name before bank will let me do so. Funny thing is it had nothing to do with me, and somehow he has a checking account. The other is just keeping my spirits and energy level up while living here at the shelter. Most of the time, I do great at this, but tonight I am really having a hard time! I can not seem to stop the tears! Maybe it is good to cry it out and get rid of it, so I can move forward... maybe this is a step forward, but to me it is hard!
I am really sorry to dump all this, but I just needed to talk, and right now I don't have a great support system here in person... The people around me are meaning well, but keep trying to prepare me for the worse that can happen! I keep trying to explain to them that I am trying to create something different in my world, but they just do not understand. I am determined to create peace and harmony and abundance, and love in my life and my kids life! Maybe if you have some of that type of extra energy you could send some my way!
I am really sorry, this is not very possitive... but I really need some help tonight! Thank you for listening
zartgirl Sj
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