Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[ANTIQUER]

Truth?

Hi Elias;

I agree the universe is a magnificent creation!

What I am wondering is what is this Truth you speak of that is hidden by barriers thrown up by religion?

Al.

[elias]

I have the tendency to create myself as invisible to people... Here is the problem, I have set the intention to have more friends in my life that are not just on the internet. This is not congruent with that intention! I have also noticed that in person, I tend to stay very private... I am a great listener, but most people don't know what I am about... especially around here, because I live in an area that is very religious, and it is easier to just not talk about what I believe... But that leaves me distant and aloof... not to mention because I don't feel I can share who I am with these people I know I have no desire to be around them...

Hi Sallyjane,
This is the same problem I have been experiencing facing religious people. Religious people I interact with are really nice people, but religion is something that makes someone believe in something without pondering what is that one believes in, because each religion brings a belief set with itself which creates a BARRIER in one's mind to see the truth. I am very careful when I get into a conversation not to cause discomfort by stating some facts in my mind which may hinder the belief system of the person I am interacting with. At the same time I practice seeing them as a reflection of my self (and aspect of my personality), which they are, and treating them as i would treat that aspect of my personality.

It is really big problem, to question the most fundamental beliefs of one, which I agree may cause panic in some people for some time, so if one loves them one would not cause that to happen, but one can give some clues so that they might be able to gradually understand that the universe is not a very known place, and unknowns are vast and unending. And the universe is absolutely MAGNIFICANT.

Elias

[zartgirl]

Invisible...

Hey all... This may seem a bit wierd, but I have been looking at my life lately and noticing a tendency in my life that I want to get rid of. I can totally see how I create it too!

I have the tendency to create myself as invisible to people... Here is the problem, I have set the intention to have more friends in my life that are not just on the internet. This is not congruent with that intention! I have also noticed that in person, I tend to stay very private... I am a great listener, but most people don't know what I am about... especially around here, because I live in an area that is very religious, and it is easier to just not talk about what I believe... But that leaves me distant and aloof... not to mention because I don't feel I can share who I am with these people I know I have no desire to be around them...

Today one of the things I decided to do with my FSM was let her see some of who I am... I believe I need to start to let people see who I am, and they will either like me or not...

Any corrections would be nice in this area...
Blessings Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Update..

Hmmmm... I am finding an interesting thread here... First I posted, then Belle, and then Nancy??? There seems to be an energy pattern here, and my feeling is that something big is about to happen for everyone here on this thread in the way of finances!!!! I don't believe in coincidence, but more in energy patterns and transformations here are happening as a collective! Wow! This is going to be powerful, cause we are all working through this in unison!!!

Well I decided I needed to go in and talk with my FSM today, and I needed to let her see who I am... Who I really am! We came to an awesome agreement, and she totally understood. Sent me home to relax and get a little sleep today... I told her I needed to help her help me, by letter her get to know who I am and how I work!

After I posted earlier, I did a fearie reading and the first card was telling me to come back to earth, and be grounded, and the second card was friends, and when I turned it over I saw her as a friend, and not an enemy!! Not that I thought of her as an enemy, but I felt she was judging me!

Well I am off, so have a great day...
Sallyjane

[Ayurved]

Hi Dear Grace!
I am asking for a clearing of my success buggaboos!!!

I am receiving this glorious river of abundant beautiful PATHS programming....mindset $ in my and Success Now platinum.....
and it may be cog dis, or just my evil mind jailer rearing its ugly head....
but I'm getting in my own way!!!

I would like to be cleared of these silly, but defining events in my past:

Five years old, early morning, happened upon neighbors snowy sidewalk and nearby shovel. The amazing idea of removing the snow on my own girlpower entered my head...and I did!!! I was so pleased and proud with myself, and neighbor came out and gave me a shiney dime!!! (big back then...). Went home to give the good news and instead my mom was horrified I took $ and made me give it back! I know...Awwwww. But I was so deflated.

But then, when I was in highschool, my district awarded me a scholarship to school of art institute, and when my p's wouldn't sign the paperwork...so i had to pass it up.... my attitude was...yah, figures, well, thats just how it is. (bad!!!) I'm not trying to dis my parents , but this has been my set point...
and I want to remove the word STRUGGLE from my success vocabulary!!!!!!!
And yah, I left home soon after and eventually got back to SAIC(but w/o scholarship!!!)

Uggg, I see this aweful pattern. Last night I missed the associate call!!!! After being so excited about it, I was actually online for the first, before rescheduling call time , knew I had to work for new call time, got finished early and could have caught the end...but by the time I got home, I forgot!!! Sure, there's always next time, but it was important to me, I had questions and was looking forward to the help/inspiration!

I'm frustrated because I feel like I have BIG things to do....and if I can't even breeze through the little stuff!!
I have tons of faith in most arenas except this one. I wish I had some crud away spray!!! or a crowbar...

Thank-you so much Grace for your Divine help....
Its soooo very appreciated!!!!

In Immense Gratitude & Love,
Nancy

[belle99]

more aaaaaaa

I posted this to Illusions over on her "why LOA sometimes doesn't work" thread....I'll put it here too....

I can attract a relationship but then I lose it or I can't deepen it! I attract jobs that are half of what I want, and then I long for the other half! I am a powerful manifestor, and I know this to be true, because I have manifested things so incredibly....like almost new furniture for the cash in my pocket...the synchronicities I have had in my life (even prior to the synchronicity module) would be astonishing enough to be a sequel to The Secret.

I have found that PATHS has helped a lot with making it easier to loosen up the mental phlegm, but it is taking me a combination of other efforts (Grace's corrections, reading, visualizing) to let go of it all and it just seems to keep coming. I am fed up with the monumental task of getting that "brake" unstuck. It has cost me so much money and energy....But at least I feel like I finally have a useful "inventory" of what's there and what needs to go.

I feel like it has taken too long. I've been consciously putting manifesting and intention-setting into practice since I was a teenager. And I am still hampered by the same programming and I've tried everything to unravel it, release it, whatever.

The programming is primarily:
"I have no power to have what I want."
"I am not allowed to want."
"My life is not my own."

And I disagree with these beliefs, consciously. And I think they are irrational. I think I need a miracle.

[belle99]

The other issue I am having is that this job is sucking the life out of my family... Instead of creating flexibility I have created a never ending treadmill that I need to get off, and now! All I do is work, work, and work some more! I am not accomplishing anything... My kids are feeling abandoned, they are now creating sickness to get me to have to take time for them! I have to either stop the insanity at this job, or I have to get out of it... and start the new job!!! Please help me clear all the ways for me to do just that!!! No job is worth sacrificing my family for!

Blessings and HUGS Sallyjane

Sallyjane,

I have had a recurring issue with the job-treadmill-going-nowhere too! I wonder if we are taking on some of the work of the collective unconscious, because I feel like I should KNOW BETTER than to DO THIS TO MYSELF. I wonder if you feel that way too. I did a lot of work on this yesterday, to try to JUST SAY NO to carrying the burden for the widespread American neurosis about work, because it has been holding me back from doing my best for humanity or myself to become entrained in that level of worry and all that useless ideology...I know we can do this!! I just don't know how today!

[belle99]

yikes need corrections

I am so full of anger today, and I feel like nobody wants me in their life. No man wants to be with me in the way I want, I don't have enough friends in my city, and I have about given up on the job search. I did a lot of spiritual work on this yesterday and was hoping for relief. It is possible that I am integrating the changes, but I just feel such an ugly rearing up of my old problems.

I also need to change my modules, but I don't know what to. I've been on Positive Attitude, Successful Living 1, Synchronicity, and X Module. The positive attitude module doesn't seem to be doing anything, and I'm curious if I should switch to the trauma module or the Dao module. I'm also curious if I should boost SLP-1 or move up to SLP-2.

Aaaaarrrgh

[belle99]

HOLY MOLY!!!

But wait...Belle...You might want to read "The Disappearance of the Universe" by Gary Renard just before or as you begin ACIM... It is absolutely awesome to have an detailed overview of Gary's experience with The Course and how it all unfolded for him!!!

I will go check it out!!

[zartgirl]

Grace

Grace today I need to talk to my FSM (Feild Training Manager), and nicely ask her to back off (not in those words, but you know what I mean). She pushes me so hard to have the NUMBERS, that I am now waking up at 3:30 am everyday stressing out! I have tried breathing, meditating, and the BL Process to back it off. I guess this is one of those times when I just have to calmly talk to someone, because I have something to learn from it. The problem is I am making myself physically sick and have been for the last week. This of course has been killing my numbers even more, and that creates her pushing me harder, and the harder she pushes me, the less I accomplish!

Please make corrections for me to turn this job and this stress around and to start this next week a new! I can not afford to be stressed out like this for my health, or for my financial health! I know I have created her this way, but I need to now create her to be peaceful and helpful as she was in the begining. I know what I need to do, and I need for her to just let me do it... At least till I can get the other thing going that will allow me to work from home, and be here more for my kids.

The other issue I am having is that this job is sucking the life out of my family... Instead of creating flexibility I have created a never ending treadmill that I need to get off, and now! All I do is work, work, and work some more! I am not accomplishing anything... My kids are feeling abandoned, they are now creating sickness to get me to have to take time for them! I have to either stop the insanity at this job, or I have to get out of it... and start the new job!!! Please help me clear all the ways for me to do just that!!! No job is worth sacrificing my family for!

Blessings and HUGS Sallyjane

[Rin]

Dear Grace, my back hurts so much these days. It's the lower left part. It tends to "go out" at random intervals throughout the day, and when that happens it hurts so much that I can barely stand up straight. Please spare a healing thought for me! I don't want this problem to interfere with my daily work, and therefore my ability to spread my love and light to others. By the way, in almost all other respects my life is wonderful, partly thanks to you. I never imagined I could be this happy! I now spend a large portion of my waking hours being grateful and giving thanks for my wonderful life. I can hardly believe how much my life has changed for the better since March of 2007, which is when I first started PATHS, joined this forum, and made your acquaintance. Thank you so much for all the wonderful work that you do, Grace!

[Pamela]

I'm There!


HOLY MOLY!!!

"A Course In Miracles"? The material by David Hawkins? Oh, Yeah....I'll be there with BELLS ON!!!

But wait...Belle...You might want to read "The Disappearance of the Universe" by Gary Renard just before or as you begin ACIM... It is absolutely awesome to have an detailed overview of Gary's experience with The Course and how it all unfolded for him!!! What do you think, My Grace? Oh...THIS is gonna be FABULOUS!!! But, YES... lets go ahead and start with Hawkins!!!

With Much Love and Gratitude,

Pamela

[Grace]

for Belle!

Great idea--we could also include Hawkins' books in the discussion, since I'm ready to talk about those, but haven't yet started on Course in Miracles.

I have some interesting news to share, I will send you a PM

Hi Belle!!

Absolutely Fabulous Idea! You also read my mind! I was thinking there should be a thread on Hawkins' Books too! I think it's a brilliant idea to put the two together!!

[belle99]

Hi Belle,

It would be wonderful to start a thread on "A course in Miracles"! Maybe Belle, you could head it! What do you think? I know Pamela and I would be very happy to contribute.

I wanted to start one, but I know with the Cem thread it is challenging enough to post all that I would like to. I was very close last week to starting a thread on a course in miracles, but was interrupted each time. Let me know what you think.

Great idea--we could also include Hawkins' books in the discussion, since I'm ready to talk about those, but haven't yet started on Course in Miracles.

I have some interesting news to share, I will send you a PM

[Grace]

For Belle!

Pamela,

I too have been drawn lately to read Course in Miracles, because Hawkins makes so many supportive mentions of it......maybe we will chat about it soon!

Hi Belle,

It would be wonderful to start a thread on "A course in Miracles"! Maybe Belle, you could head it! What do you think? I know Pamela and I would be very happy to contribute.

I wanted to start one, but I know with the Cem thread it is challenging enough to post all that I would like to. I was very close last week to starting a thread on a course in miracles, but was interrupted each time. Let me know what you think.