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You are so sweet. Thank you for saying such nice things!
I don't always find it easy to share, especially on an open forum like this... Though you'd never know it by the length of my posts. This is the first forum I've ever joined and posted on. It takes me days to build up the courage to share my "problems" and hours to write. But I am determination to change my life. I know I NEED help and I have to ASK in order to receive.
I think you are amazing. I've been reading the posts from the beginning, and I can see how much you've grown. I love seeing you find your voice and stand up for yourself. I am in awe of YOU! That takes courage. Give yourself credit for your honesty and openness as well.
I need some help. I don't know what's going on, but it seems like whenever things are going well and I acknowledge and express gratitude for the good things in my life, it's like a door is slammed shut and everything goes back to "normal" or gets worse. I have wanted to post for over a week, but I was hoping this would pass. I had a couple of days when almost every thought I had was negative. I would force myself to find the good, but it was a fight.
I don't know if it's the corrections stirring up past issues, or if it's just a part of the PATHS process, you feel better, then worse, then better again, or cognitive dissonance?
Then things started breaking. My DVR isn't working. My computer went nuts, I lost all of my bookmarks and my browser got hijacked. My washing machine broke; the repairman came 3 times and it still doesn't work. What's going on here? I feel like I am going insane.
Financially I'm down to the wire. My ex wants me out of the house, I have no money and no job, just a paltry amount from disability. But I know something will turn up... it always does. A couple of people owe me money. My right and perfect income opportunity will come to me right in the nick of time. I took a leap of faith last week and ordered the Platinum module and put it on a credit card. Let's get this show on the road! I got a part-time job to cover my expenses.
I haven't been in pain for over a year... until last Thursday. The first day on the job, I lasted 3 hours before the pain began in my back and then my knees. An hour later I could barely walk or stand up straight. Not enough to drive me back to pain pills, but it's getting close. My back took almost a week to recover, and my knees still hurt. I'm telling myself that it's ok, I'm ok, and everything is in Divine Order, and I didn't really want that job anyway. So the ex wants me to go to a temp agency on Monday and work in an office and be a day person like everyone else.
I've always wanted to be a real estate investor, but the ex was not supportive, saying all real estate investors are crooks and you can't really make any money in real estate. Buying the worst house in the neighborhood and fixing it up is not my thing; I prefer pretty houses. I'm highly sensitive and the energy of a trashed house drains me physically and emotionally. Last year I took a 3 day "boot camp" for a system that I felt was a good match for me. Pretty houses, no repairs, full price offers and I still make money... a win/win situation. I haven't done anything with it because I've been too afraid (no cash, no husband or partner to help me and I didn't have faith in myself), but it's been in the back of my mind and I've been hoping that the modules I am using will increase my confidence and synchronicities so I can get this started soon. I sure could use a refresher course... I wish they'd come to Tampa soon.
So I'm sitting here writing all of this negativity down, not wanting to give in to it, but honor it as my creation, forgive myself and move on. I'm wondering what happened to all of those synchronicities that were everywhere I looked a couple of weeks ago? I sure could use some now.
I decided to write to Team Support about my Platinum module. I have narcolepsy and I'm still not sleeping without medication. I'm not sure exactly how much I can put into it, but I need to change my financial situation. As I'm typing, my cell phone rings and it's the people from the R.E. seminar. They are coming to Orlando this weekend, and would I like to attend? Since I've already taken the seminar, it's free! Perfect!
So maybe those synchronicities are starting again. But I sure would like to know why it seems to come and go. And what's with all the broken stuff? And why do my knees still hurt? And I might need help choosing new modules.
It's never boring!
With Love and Gratitude,
Pam
Hi Pam....
well perhaps things have passed by now... and perhaps not...
however i will give my take on what you have written
I hope it will be helpful.
and i share from my experience of being able to relate to what you wrote and the feeling of it..
sounds like some BIG things are being challenged within...
Chaos theory came to mind... where everything falls apart so that it can come back in perfect sync.
I hear ego... when stuff within me is stirred... the ego is fighting for its life... trying to convince us that it is you/me/the guy beside me..
cog dissonance... well at different points i had felt like i wanted to die... yup really...
or like i was dying, and i was... the ego was dying...
the death befor the physical death...
you are experiencing this, cuzit is time...
we can let go and let god...
Trust...
and allow the beauty of the process to unfold..
SIGH...lol
or like i myself have experienced often... resist
and in that resistance is the need to hang on to something that is comfy and familiar... no matter how i may consciously think i want it gone...
in the need is pain and suffering....
and i have also experienced alot of physical pain in my days... and the pain is mostly gone.. it comes and goes...
but when it comes.. i know it is more about me hanging on rather than letting go...
and as i am coming to realize and understand (so to speak)
is that i only ever knew myself as the crap... and have been terrified of the light that i am.... and this came from many beleifs... like ones of how could i possibly be GOD
cuz god is infinit... and powerful... and mighty...
and so are you Pam, and so am I
Hmmmm..
resistance... will create all kinds of havoc... guess it depends on how we look at it...
but in the midst of it.. it does appear soo real... but it is an illusion of the mind...
ask yourself... in this very momont what do i need..???
and when i ask myself this question... no matter how insane things feel... i am in need of nothing in that exact moment...
yes i too have felt insane often, Grace could testify to that one Thanks Grace
so thank you for sharing Pam...
So I have been frustrated with my kids and the neighbors dogs who start at 5am barking... My kids don't do their chores when I am gone, and those dogs just bark and bark and bark! This morning I was ready to go over to the neighbors and just tell them something or another about their dogs needing to be dealt with! Also very frustrated with kids cause no chores getting done and my plate is way too full to make up the slack! Then I thought about it for a minute... Does fighting against it, actually eliminate it, or does it create more of it? So the more I fight with my kids to do their chores... The less chores they do! Hmmm... Dogs barking... Will yelling at my neighbor really make dogs stop barking? Answer:NO! So decided to 2 point kids and dogs before work, and while I was at it decided to 2 point phone calls at work to be short and sweet (work in collections, soooo) Got home tonight after 11.5 hour shift and Izzi had definitely did her chores and Nat was in bed... Still have to continue to work on Nat with 2 pointing and chores... Tomorrow we will see how dogs do, or if dogs bark if I will even hear them or care if they are barking!
Got to work just in time... something else I had decided to 2 point, because I have this fear of being late so I show up incredibly early... Today I just wanted to be on time and not too early... I was just that and more importantly calm... Then I started taking calls, and I got the easiest calls today while the people around me were having people yelling and cussing at them and supervisor calls! It was cool! Then I was talking to another rep and he was saying he could not calm down an upset customer... I was saying how they all seem to calm down for me! I realized that that is how I have created my world! I have a calming affect on people who just call in!
I just thought this was all soooo cool when we can calm down and we stop fighting against things and just start to send the right energy towards it!
I was just so excited with the results of my little test in changing my energy I was throwing at my family and the world... So this afternoon I sent my kids a text message with instead of the list of chores they are to do... just an I love you! Mom!
Blessings All and HUGE HUGS Sallyjane
Ok love , I read your post.... i smile cuz i read this once 1
then i was on this site Who I Am Makes A Difference Movie - The Blue Ribbon Story - Related Products have just re-read this post... and now get what you were talking about.. about sending love.
I started on this page... wow what a beautiful site..
Kids are so wonderful..
even in the toughest of times.. and being able to send "good vibes" can make such a difference
When i say toughest times, i do think they are showing us ... well us.... the mirror thing.. and we are living with them
i have enjoyed the stuff i have come across.
just wanted to share this with you and say thank you..
wow, you are doing/being amazing
Love and Gratitude... Adrienne
I've been given notice by another one.... three in two weeks, down to one.
I'm stunned, shocked, mortified, terrified, all of it and if I don't admit that I'm just denying it.
I'd close my doors today if I could as it's just not worth it the stress anymore, but of course we have leases signed all over the place.
I just don't know what to do. I've visualized, stayed positive, let go, on and on, and this is where I'm at. It just doesn't seem right. We're about to lose everything and yet as I type this I feel like I'm "ordering" more of it. I just don't know what to do anymore. Why, when I'm in this process of learning I'm this amazing creator, is my "reality" worse than it's ever been in my life?
Kim
Hi KimJ,
There is nothing you need to do, only to BE. This is easier said than done, when you are being round house kicked to the face! ( I have been there, so I know the pain of it) yet, your feelings are only based on your perception of the situation. You perceive this as Bad. Change your perception and you have changed your outer world (projected reality) instantly.
Yes, you have created this, but it only shows how powerful you truly are! Once again change your perception and you will use the power that is you in a way that will project more of what you are. Breathe and "give up" the idea that you can control what you are projecting if you are unaware. Become AWARE and you will create what you truly are. Peace, Love and Joy.
As I make corrections on "focusing on what you desire", vs focusing on what you don't want, I ask you to pay attention to how often you can focus your mind on "correct thinking". I am not talking about visualization. I am talking about what you really believe. Focus on what you are grateful for, what you really believe to be true for you and what you are grateful for. This will get you started onto creating more of what you desire (extending the love that you are) .
Grace, would you please make whatever financial prosperity corrections that are neccessary in me or any other corrections you see.
I ordered the Matrix Energetics DVD and it should arrive any day. I am looking forward to experiencing awesome things and being more knowledgeable in how to help my fellow light beings. As I was praising the other day, I had an image of my physical body disappearing and all that was left was an expanded being of light. That is who we really are.....LIGHT. I realize it sounds strange to ask for corrections having to do with living in this reality and still see that we are beings of light. I think it may be our preceptions that are being corrected and cleared on a deeper, energy level. Thank you Grace for the blessings you give to all you come in contact with. Sincerely, Alvina
Hi Alvina,
I have been making corrections for you concerning your finances, also working on your physical body and expanding your light IS helping your fellow light beings. The most important work you can do (your purpose in life) is to be an inspiration of the Truth! You are doing just this!! Making corrections for this reality is the same as making corrections to "bring in more light" into your Mind or to accept the truth that we are Light, effortlessly. Yes, you are perfectly correct Alvina, we are LIGHT!
I just wanted to tell the both of you that back when I was going through my divorce and my x was filing paperwork against me filled with lies about how he had custody of the children, and how I couldn't hold down and job and never even mentioned how I had ran his business for 10-15 years... Well... I felt a lot the way you do now! The feelings of sinking were overwhelming, and I can remember both Grace and Stephen telling me it would all work out peacefully, and that someday I would rewrite my X's script, and I would get custody of my children and I would move to California and it would all be worked through peace and gratitude and love and forgiveness I really could not imagine it that way...
The truth is I never hired a lawyer... Everything I have today happened just as they told me it would! Now I am telling you that soon you will start to rewrite the scripts of the people in your lives. You will start to rewrite the script of your life movie, and it will be all about peace, gratitude, forgiveness, love, and so on and so forth. You are both totally awesome creators, and so awesomely powerful... just look at what you have created so far, and now that you are learning to write your scripts the way you want them to be... WATCH OUT! I am soooo enjoying watching you two grow and move forward and I see myself so much in both of you, and I see where I came from and I hear myself through your posts! Trust me, something great is coming and this is just the begining! So get excited for it right now!
I would like to explain just a bit of what I am doing here from now on. I have been inundated with PM's, Emails, and Skypes. I have done my best to reply personally. This is no longer possible. Also I deeply wish to assist as many of YOU whom I love as possible. I have repeatedly expressed the effect that each of your posts has on the thousands of viewers. This is truly amazing yet simple to explain. We are One!!
For this reason I will take any requests outside of this thread and post my reply here. The CEM corrections begin the moment you contact me, although my actual response may take a few days, depending on my schedule.
"T" when I began making corrections on you, I first worked on what I was resonating with. This again is because we are ONE. I have more to give when I first "correct" within my being whatever issues I am resonating with. In your case the issue was in attracting death.
"T", first I want to say Thank you!! When you emailed me, I immediately began making corrections and was very grateful. I want you to know that I also asked two other Powerful People, Pamela and Jamie to assist me in intending the best for you.
You have suffered greatly! This is an understatement!! Yet you have chosen to come out of the Tunnel and See the Light!! You have also grown in consciousness to the point that you have released the "shame" that has held you back for so many years. YOU have been set free!!
I also want to express my intense Gratitude for Trusting me and allowing yourself to be vulnerable to the point that you are "willing" to finally let go of what is no longer serving you! This takes courage and determination. You Now have BOTH!!
Patience is a virtue and I promise you that I will not stop making corrections if you do not stop observing and being aware of who you truly are. This takes daily practice. You must be observant of the smallest things that you are grateful for and that brings you joy. No matter how small. You can look at the CEM corrections as your soil being tilled, fertilized, and mulched. But it is YOU that must plant the seeds.
I am going to email you this link, whether you post or not makes no difference, my replies to you will be enough for all to resonate with. You can still email me or post whatever you feel comfortable with.
I had a friend tell me today that he has had a turbulent few weeks! From reading your posts it sounds as if all of you have been there and done that!!
I will tell you what I told this fabulous Gentleman today! "Turbulence can set one in a new direction, very exciting!"
So Be at Peace, and set your MIND Free!! Life is Beautiful and there is nothing that can hurt you, Fear is NO-THING!
Rhozzi, I will be giving you a call from my cell soon. I know you have forgiven me already for taking so long. I have had much to do lately with Family and Friends.
I am making corrections daily for this thread, so please keep your requests coming even though I don't post timely, the CEM corrections ALWAYS ARE!
I love how you so clearly communicated the importance of perceptions and thought regarding our daily lives!
While I believe in moral dualism, I also agree with you wholeheartedly that we get to choose how we experience our lives....and How choosing Good is ever so important.
Again - for your wisdom!
Hi Kevin!
I love when you Post to this Thread!!!
Moral Dualism - The conflict between good and evil, and the idea that it is morally correct to choose good vs evil. It is my belief that it is more functional to "intend" the Truth(that there is only Love) vs choosing good over evil. When choosing Good over evil, you are still giving faith to Evil, because in choosing good, you are still believing (giving power) in evil.
Yes Yes, I know, All I have to do is turn on the news, and I am smacked in the face with all sorts of Strife.
It is just a projection of the Ego/Mind. I believe that the Ego in it's suburb ability to make us perceive ill, is also making us perceive the separation from the truth.(The Ego is only a belief that we are separate from God) Many people believe that we need to see peace first outside of ourselves before we can have Peace in this world. The Opposite is the case.
We need to observe the truth that WE ARE PEACE. This alone will create peace in our projected outer world. We only need to "RECOGNIZE" that we ARE PEACE! Our very essence is/and has always been Peace. One can't project Peace, unless the Projector has in it's program the Truth of it's Being, which is complete and total Peace.
It is a great blessing to know that Paths is focused on Peace via Project 1 world! THANK YOU Kevin for all that you do!!
Thank you, as always, Grace for your clarity and knowledge of Truth. You truly are a gift.
Do you have any idea why you would have tested strong for the Sports module for me? I don't play sports or do anything requiring hand/eye coordination really, so I'm just not sure what to make of that one.
As for the other reality , it's now happened....my manager has given her two weeks notice. I'm not stressing about it, which is HUGE, but I'm not sure if I'm just in denial. I see no point in stressing though as obviously that solves nothing and will just create more stress. While I KNOW this is illusion, I'm still struggling with how to deal with this so-called reality; I keep hoping I'll wake up one morning and find myself on the beach in Hawaii instead like I'm visualizing!
In the meantime though, after a month of ads in the paper, on the internet, and in my store window, I've not had any applicants so if I dwell on that for too long anxiety definitely has the potential to creep in. So, while I don't particularly need corrections on the anxiety in this moment (thank you for the past corrections for that!), if you could do anything to help create great applicants that would be wonderful!! Even just one! I keep telling myself "I have great stylists who love their job", etc., and I think the ones I currently have fit that pretty good, but I just need another one or two and I'll be breathing easier. Yet since this is all an illusion...why does it matter...and so the questions begin again... Ahhh, and I then tell myself "I have clarity".
Maybe I should just print all your posts and read them every day! I seem to have to keep scrolling back up to read them to remind myself of how this really all works!
Love and light.
Kim
Hi KimJ,
# Increase muscle strength
# Increase flexibility
# Increase coordination
# Increase lung function
# Increase eye-hand coordination
# Increase Energy
# Increase Confidence
# Shorten muscle recovery time
# Obtain optimal blood oxygen level
All these bullet points tested strong for you, even though you don't perceive yourself as an athlete, you are! What you are going through in work is enough to give a Tri-Athlete an intense workout!! Corrections are always forthcoming, so enjoy your life!
"You seem to be focusing on the ultimate correction request that it all simmers down to....The courage to release/end duality(ego)mind and to Be in God Mind/God Being all the time.."
Yes, I am focused (thanks to my Martial Arts training) on making sure that we realize the TRUTH! It takes perseverance and courage to sift through the muck of Fear and find the needle in the haystack. Fear is an illusion yet it is constantly perceived as real. It is nothing. It is only an incorrect belief in separation.
Blake, you are an inspiration! I am not going to post all of your PM's but you must promise me not to hide anymore!! I speak from experience, as I HID for most of my life. My mother told me that I had special gifts, and that people would "hurt" me if I told them the truth. I honor her for trying to protect me, and she was correct. I was not prepared to share myself in this manner until now. I thank Aaron Murakami immensely for this. If it were not for him, I would never have started this CEM thread. Aaron.
It does not matter what the outside world is showing you, it only matters that you experience your true nature, YOU ARE PEACE! Your Essence is Pure Love. When you feel this, YOU know that you are being your Higher Self!!
I will leave you with one caution, You must forgive yourself quickly when you find you have been tempted into feeling anything but Peace. This world of Dualism is weak, yet it is so easy to put your faith in it's weakness, vs putting Faith in your immense POWER! It takes courage to realize the Truth! Since most people don't. Remember this Blake, You are DIVINE!
"And Thirdly... what would be the most effective self clearing/healing tool(s) for me...I keep bouncing from one thing to another but dont fully absorb or commit to any of them and dont feel I go anywhere...I need to focus and keep focused on one or a clear commited combo...Ive started doing Z-point clearing again the past few days.... all seem so hopefull/ helpful... and effective?...what would be most useful on myself and likely to be used...?
1)-Matrix Energetics 2)-Zpiont 3)-Eft (purchased an e-booK for abundance block clearing) 4)-Sedona method 5)-Chanting* 6)-meditation* 5)-Food Addicts anon 6)-Ho'oponopono 7)-Busting Loose? 8)-muscle testing 9)-others?....*are some of my (neglected) spiritual practices."
I test very strong that Matrix is for you!! Do your best and forget the rest. I have to say that Stephen is fabulously awesome in Matrix ( and in other ways too ), but you are going to truly be a master as well. Sharyn and others have worked on me with Theta, and I love this healing modality just as much, but for YOU, Matrix is it!!
It is always fun to learn of other ways of enhancing ones life, but practice makes perfect and picking one modality will allow you the best results. I have enjoyed immensely learning of other healing modalities, but I make CEM corrections to be just as practiced in every healing modality as I am in CEM. You can do this too, practice your Matrix, and then 2point your way to be better than any other in CEM and/or any other Healing Modality you are made aware of!!
Your Pm's are filled with so much Wisdom!! You answer your own questions, and I LOVE IT!! Adrienne is much the same way with her skype's to me. The two of you ALWAYS make my day!!
I never get tired of saying the Truth! YOU ARE DIVINE!! Yes, I say this in many different ways, but the TRUTH IS THE TRUTH!
I am going to answer your questions, but only the ones that "test" the strongest for you. In other words, it helps to write things down, but once written and dissected, the answers are given. You KNOW.
I will say that since my last post, I have made more corrections for all of us than I can remember. I have gone through such a HUGH shift because of these corrections, that I needed to "process" the joyous results deeply.
From your first PM - "Could you give me some insight as to why I keep choosing the pain and isolation?"
You are not choosing Pain and Isolation! (this is fabulous news since most people do) YOU are WITNESSING pain and isolation. This may not make sense to most people so I will explain. (by the way so many are resonating with you, that I have to thank you for having the courage to say that I could "copy and post" your PM's, you truly are Divine!)
Imagine, that there are two thrones in front of you. In one moment you have to choose one throne over the other and in the next moment you are witnessing another choose one throne over the other.
These two Thrones have the most beautiful seats imaginable. Yet only one is PURE GOLD. Which Throne will bring Eternal Bliss? The one will bring more pain and isolation. The other, your true Divinity and Inheritance. Such important choices! Whether you make this choice or someone else; does it matter? No, because we are ONE. What you want for yourself is the same as what you want for me.
Let's say that you choose the Throne that brings Pain and Isolation, and you perceive that this was the "incorrect" choice. You get up and make the change. You choose the True Golden Throne, and now everything is Right!
Now that you have chosen correctly, you KNOW the truth. You are able to "guide" others into making the correct choice. Even though you tell them which throne is the "real McCoy" they resist. They still choose the Throne of Pain and Isolation. You "Witness" them sitting in the "HOT" seat.
At first it feels the same as if you were sitting in the throne of pain and isolation all over again! You think, NOOOOOO don't sit there, but they do!
Then you laugh, (because laughter is medicine), and because you realize that you sat in that chair and you are PERFECTLY FINE and the Wiser for it!!
Blake, you are Witnessing the outer world around you, because you know the truth, you want to change the insanity. The only advice I can give such a wise man is this, Do not waste your MIND on the outer World, BE your Divine Self and others will quickly follow suit. INSPIRE through example. Remember your Divinity (your FINE SELF) and the World is YOURS! Sit in the Throne of Truth!
Everyone else around you will either follow your lead, or have a hot seat!! I can guarantee that more will follow your lead. Do what is best for you, since you have everyone's best interest at heart!!
It does not matter what others do, it only matters what you are BEING.
I will post my observation of the DVD. I'm hoping to get it as soon as possible but perhaps with all the ME seminars going on a lot of other people ordered the DVD also and it may take a little longer than I was hoping for.
Divine Speed Halfway (from Switchwords)
Blake,
I love what you've posted. Very cool and a great reminder to me to pay attention, notice what's different as you said. Thanks for posting!
Rhozzi,
Thanks for the info! I've watched the two-point video with the code from the book but had no idea there was anything else available. I'll check it out. Would you mind posting somewhere what you think of the DVD after you get it?
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