Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[Blake]

a funny thing happened on the way to the trash compactor...

Just wanted to post some majik... This maybe what many of your lives are normally like...I feel I(in the unified Grace field) have just turned on and up the syncronicity volume that seems to be answering my questions. Some of the questions posed to Grace were around fallowing my joy...but I felt frozen. I listed what I thought i enjoyed...not sure where to begin...Now i know I knew it...already...(that, Before you can even form the question it is answered, thing)... AANNDD... I dont have to know everything...thats about control which is my ego... I just need to know whats next? what will be benificial or "useful"? And trust enough to move into it. Staying connected with my heart (or figuring out what that is) and my Godself too is Big.

This Matrix weekend one of the reoccuring themes for me was that I would always end up talking to people who did things that were on my list to grace...singer song writer, writers, storytellers, artist sculptress, and this one guy you would never have guessed... ballroom dancer! and salsa and a few others! and Ive had this unexplainable yearning for dance??? not sur what kind... but that as well as singing bumps me up against some of my greatest fears!! THEN on my bus ride back there were these two women. Also not what I'd figure the classic dance type... and one had this big ballroom dance insignia on the back of her jacket!!....She kept popping up infront of mwe when wed get off the bus for a break... Ballroom...Ballroom... Ballroom! so i figure something is up with the Ballroom thing...

cut to my job...janitor in a hospital...theres this Dr who for some strange reason has for a month + been trying to get me to take a Ballet class shes in cuz all women almost no guys to "pod de duo" with -if I said that right...Ive been so dense to keep saying no. Youve got to be kidding! MmE!? BALLET? I think i might have even said "thats soo gay" ...she knows my not so "secret" identity...if it is that. Dose she think all homosexuals instictually want to dance ballet? I like her...Shes nice, but she had never said a word to me before this! Sooo the second day I'm back from the Matrix LA La land she comes up to me and I ask her a bout a recital they did-(Peter and the wolf?) and I'm expecting another recruiting session...but she had completely changed gears and now shes pimping me out to the nurses who also want to dance but have no partner...She said I need to talk to soinso...a cute little middle aged Russian(or close)nurse lady who wants to take a BALLROOM dance class! I laughed and now have to awknowledge the persistance of mySelf to get through to me!! I sais we'll see... but I know I have to fallow this . The Nurse just now caught me on my trash and linnen run... and...Its ON! Shes incontrol...Im just fallowing this...until we dance- I guess...then I am the preverbial MAn...She IS a Russian-ish (Ukranian?) woman...maybe we can trade ...I'm sure I'll be a good lead??? Sooo a smallish thing but majical and definately something different! "Look for whats different" the Matrixians keep sayin...I get the distict feeling "whats different" now is looking for me.

More later
Blake

[Blake]

Hello All

Howdy...first off Grace Thank you for the help!... ...I asked alot of questions ...!....an unexpected benifit last week...I feel like your initial corrections helped me to surrender to getting myself to the Matrix workshop even though my ego did its best to sabotage and discourage me. No matter what... I was going. Thank you!

Maybe its apart of the corrections and or experiencing the ME workshop but I feel I have a connection to an internal guidance system now that I wasnt able to hear..or willing to listen to...before. I need to hone it now... or let it hone me...perhaps I have made contact with my "Higher Self"? Thats still duality in a way I know. I feel like the answers will come...I just need to be willing to move and fallow. Trust.

Its funny now getting the answers to my questions dosent seem important anymore... I got soo many unintended messages and soo many coincidences happened this last weekend it was majical. hopefully I can capturre some of it to post on the ME thread...

Grace Thank you for all you do ! I look forward to sharing where I go from here!...

to all who didnt read the PM...I havent posted in a while because I kinda got stuck in the fear and internal flogging and discouragement the illusion of me likes to dole out. I was embarrassed and not sure I was willing to try and change still...such sick comfort in the pain ...so I layed low. The best I could do was find uplifting music that made me happy... and share it. And I went back to some sacred geometry stuff I used to love and posted some of that... Ive been reading off and on...you all are still awesome!! Sooo inspiring to see what your surrender and committedness, positive attitudes and focus can create!!! This really is going somewhere!!! ...

WHen I get more barrings after being back from the Matrix thingy I'll post about it on that thread. Ironically Richard said it all comes down to dropping out of the head and into the heart space... love .. and then Trust ...That seems to be the "engine" for ME ? my two greatest UN-challenges!!! ... Chat more later!

Blake

[rhozzi]

More on DVD

If you have the book you can access the Matrix Energetics official website. There is a code in the book you will need. (page 90 something. I don't remember) They have a discussion board with more information on the DVD and a tremendous amount of information about matrix energetics and people's experiences. Awesome stuff!

[rhozzi]

Yes, a DVD

I contacted them at info@matrixenergetics.com and was told the DVD is $25 plus $5.00 s&h.
I prefered to order through the mail and sent a money order to:
Matrix Sales
19324 40th Ave. West
Suite B
Lynwood, WA. 98036

[KimJ]

For rhozzi

There's a Matrix Energetics DVD? Where did you order it from? I've got the book but just can't get the hang of it.

Thanks!
Kim

[rhozzi]

Corrections Please......

Grace, would you please make whatever financial prosperity corrections that are neccessary in me or any other corrections you see.
I ordered the Matrix Energetics DVD and it should arrive any day. I am looking forward to experiencing awesome things and being more knowledgeable in how to help my fellow light beings. As I was praising the other day, I had an image of my physical body disappearing and all that was left was an expanded being of light. That is who we really are.....LIGHT. I realize it sounds strange to ask for corrections having to do with living in this reality and still see that we are beings of light. I think it may be our preceptions that are being corrected and cleared on a deeper, energy level. Thank you Grace for the blessings you give to all you come in contact with. Sincerely, Alvina

[KimJ]

Help.



I've been given notice by another one.... three in two weeks, down to one.

I'm stunned, shocked, mortified, terrified, all of it and if I don't admit that I'm just denying it.

I'd close my doors today if I could as it's just not worth it the stress anymore, but of course we have leases signed all over the place.

I just don't know what to do. I've visualized, stayed positive, let go, on and on, and this is where I'm at. It just doesn't seem right. We're about to lose everything and yet as I type this I feel like I'm "ordering" more of it. I just don't know what to do anymore. Why, when I'm in this process of learning I'm this amazing creator, is my "reality" worse than it's ever been in my life?

Kim

[zartgirl]

Kim J and Pam

First of all, just a big huge

I just wanted to tell the both of you that back when I was going through my divorce and my x was filing paperwork against me filled with lies about how he had custody of the children, and how I couldn't hold down and job and never even mentioned how I had ran his business for 10-15 years... Well... I felt a lot the way you do now! The feelings of sinking were overwhelming, and I can remember both Grace and Stephen telling me it would all work out peacefully, and that someday I would rewrite my X's script, and I would get custody of my children and I would move to California and it would all be worked through peace and gratitude and love and forgiveness I really could not imagine it that way...

The truth is I never hired a lawyer... Everything I have today happened just as they told me it would! Now I am telling you that soon you will start to rewrite the scripts of the people in your lives. You will start to rewrite the script of your life movie, and it will be all about peace, gratitude, forgiveness, love, and so on and so forth. You are both totally awesome creators, and so awesomely powerful... just look at what you have created so far, and now that you are learning to write your scripts the way you want them to be... WATCH OUT! I am soooo enjoying watching you two grow and move forward and I see myself so much in both of you, and I see where I came from and I hear myself through your posts! Trust me, something great is coming and this is just the begining! So get excited for it right now!

Big HUGS

[KimJ]

So much for not needing help!

I just had another stylist give her notice!!!! I almost feel sick to my stomach. I know, know, know this is an illusion but it's kicking my butt at the moment! Please do whatever you can to help me find my way out of this! I'll have to close my doors if I can't find anyone to replace these two I've just lost and I've been trying for so long! What's killing me is how this may affect my kids for the summer.... The one I posted about yesterday forgot to include her phone number and now isn't responding by e-mail back! Both that gave their notice said how much they love working for us, but they just had to move on, etc., so there's nothing more I can do that way....


Kim

[zartgirl]

The Heat has hit!

Well the heat has hit here in Eastern Washington! It has been very hot here this last weekend, and my air conditioner is not working and I am intending for it to be replaced with newer version that is more economical, and then also asking for one for upstairs, so the kids don't sweat all night. I also need one for my bedroom, but that one is against HUD rules, so I will have to buy that one and put it in my window myself!

Last week they came out and supposedly fixed my refridgerator, after I lost a bunch of food to spoilage, and then this weekend it went out again! Forcing me to throw out more food. I am intending them to bring me a new refridgerator, and not attempt a fix on it again... I am also wanting a replacement of all my food, as well... YEA! I have been two pointing repairs to my house as satisfactory to my standards which means new stuff. Repairs were supposed to have happened today, but my feeling is the repairmen came by and then called the owner to tell him how much or that repairs were not cost effective and new stuff needs to be bought for my house! Can you help me with the manifestation of my air conditioner and refridgerator... I am hoping to post tomorrow that I have them in my house. The air conditioner is the biggest priority as my windows don't stay open and my house is like an oven right now. It has been in the 100's the last few days!

So last week I asked for this Wed. off so I could spend time working on my insurance course and finish it. It was a total step of faith giving up that extra money. Today, I was informed that I will be making double time on Monday my normal day of work! How is that for manifestation. Turns out Monday is a holiday and I get paid double time because I have to work on it! God, I am awesome at this manifesting stuff!

Love you all Sallyjane

[Kevin]

Hi Pam,

I am aware that for some it is very difficult to see the Truth when the outer world is bombarding us with Dualism. It is the ego/mind that wishes to label something as good or bad. The belief in Dualism which is (not Truth) causes us to experience the "ups and downs" in this world.

If we put faith into Dualism we will be choosing to position ourselves on the outer rim (outer world) of the Wheel of Fortune. We will ride on this wheel on the outside going in a constant circle and experience constantly going up and down. On all levels of our experiences (physical, mental, emotional, psychological, psychic, and spiritual) we will perceive ups and downs.

These "ups and downs" are only a perception, because if we focus our mind on the "hub" of the wheel, the inner circle, the wheel will turn forever but we will only experience a centered peace in this movement.

As I make corrections now for all that you are asking for, I offer you a different way to experience what you are passing through.

Do not label these experiences as bad, or something you wish to hurriedly get through.

Consider these experiences as strengthening exercises. Just like a body builder, whose goal is to increase muscle mass, once she is able to lift a certain amount of weight for more than 16 repetitions, she then MUST increase the size of the weights she is lifting to improve her physique.

While she is grueling through those last few repetitions with the new higher weight, and can barely get through the first 8 repetitions (Just as you are right now with your worldly experiences), the moment she passes through the workout her body is weakened once again. The muscle fibers have microscopically torn and are internally bleeding. But as she remembers that this is part of the process, she has no fear.

She takes care of her body with rest, and a healthy diet(Faith and Gratitude). She also knows that as her muscles go through this process of breaking down, they are also going to build back up stronger and stronger.

You are merely going through the process of breaking down false beliefs. The Ego/Mind (false beliefs) will do everything in it's power (and it has no power but this, another false belief) to make you focus on Dualism. This is it's only job. To make you focus on Death, instead of life.

Our Energy vibrations move like a spiral going up. (like the spiral of DNA). At times as we raise our level of consciousness (our energy) and attain a new level, it feels different. As we spiral up it is a movement that is similar to moving two steps forward and one step back, but you are moving forward and higher even though it "feels" like you are falling back....

When you label something as not good, you are focusing your attention on "not good". This will attract more of the same thing, because you are practicing creating "not good". When you understand that it is just as simple to create the truth, which is better than anything we could possibly imagine that we label "good" in this world, then your mind is focused on Peace....

Grace,

WOW!!!

I love how you so clearly communicated the importance of perceptions and thought regarding our daily lives!

While I believe in moral dualism, I also agree with you wholeheartedly that we get to choose how we experience our lives....and How choosing Good is ever so important.

Again - for your wisdom!

[KimJ]

Wow!!!

That's all I can say is WOW! As soon as I finished my post here, I opened my e-mail and then, voila, I had an applicant for manager. I don't know how that happened after all my previous attempts but I'll take it!!! She seems older than we would like (by a long shot) so I'm still hoping to have more applicants, but nevertheless she may be perfect....wow!!!!!!

Love and light.
Kim

[KimJ]

Thank you, Grace

Thank you, as always, Grace for your clarity and knowledge of Truth. You truly are a gift.

Do you have any idea why you would have tested strong for the Sports module for me? I don't play sports or do anything requiring hand/eye coordination really, so I'm just not sure what to make of that one.

As for the other reality , it's now happened....my manager has given her two weeks notice. I'm not stressing about it, which is HUGE, but I'm not sure if I'm just in denial. I see no point in stressing though as obviously that solves nothing and will just create more stress. While I KNOW this is illusion, I'm still struggling with how to deal with this so-called reality; I keep hoping I'll wake up one morning and find myself on the beach in Hawaii instead like I'm visualizing!

In the meantime though, after a month of ads in the paper, on the internet, and in my store window, I've not had any applicants so if I dwell on that for too long anxiety definitely has the potential to creep in. So, while I don't particularly need corrections on the anxiety in this moment (thank you for the past corrections for that!), if you could do anything to help create great applicants that would be wonderful!! Even just one! I keep telling myself "I have great stylists who love their job", etc., and I think the ones I currently have fit that pretty good, but I just need another one or two and I'll be breathing easier. Yet since this is all an illusion...why does it matter...and so the questions begin again... Ahhh, and I then tell myself "I have clarity".

Maybe I should just print all your posts and read them every day! I seem to have to keep scrolling back up to read them to remind myself of how this really all works!

Love and light.
Kim

[Grace]

For Pam!

Hi Pam,

I am aware that for some it is very difficult to see the Truth when the outer world is bombarding us with Dualism. It is the ego/mind that wishes to label something as good or bad. The belief in Dualism which is (not Truth) causes us to experience the "ups and downs" in this world.

If we put faith into Dualism we will be choosing to position ourselves on the outer rim (outer world) of the Wheel of Fortune. We will ride on this wheel on the outside going in a constant circle and experience constantly going up and down. On all levels of our experiences (physical, mental, emotional, psychological, psychic, and spiritual) we will perceive ups and downs.

These "ups and downs" are only a perception, because if we focus our mind on the "hub" of the wheel, the inner circle, the wheel will turn forever but we will only experience a centered peace in this movement.

As I make corrections now for all that you are asking for, I offer you a different way to experience what you are passing through.

Do not label these experiences as bad, or something you wish to hurriedly get through.

Consider these experiences as strengthening exercises. Just like a body builder, whose goal is to increase muscle mass, once she is able to lift a certain amount of weight for more than 16 repetitions, she then MUST increase the size of the weights she is lifting to improve her physique.

While she is grueling through those last few repetitions with the new higher weight, and can barely get through the first 8 repetitions (Just as you are right now with your worldly experiences), the moment she passes through the workout her body is weakened once again. The muscle fibers have microscopically torn and are internally bleeding. But as she remembers that this is part of the process, she has no fear.

She takes care of her body with rest, and a healthy diet(Faith and Gratitude). She also knows that as her muscles go through this process of breaking down, they are also going to build back up stronger and stronger.

You are merely going through the process of breaking down false beliefs. The Ego/Mind (false beliefs) will do everything in it's power (and it has no power but this, another false belief) to make you focus on Dualism. This is it's only job. To make you focus on Death, instead of life.

Our Energy vibrations move like a spiral going up. (like the spiral of DNA). At times as we raise our level of consciousness (our energy) and attain a new level, it feels different. As we spiral up it is a movement that is similar to moving two steps forward and one step back, but you are moving forward and higher even though it "feels" like you are falling back.

This is where Faith in the Truth of who you are is essential. Like the body builder who knows she is getting stronger with every workout, You KNOW with Faith and Gratitude that there is nothing to fear, you are at peace knowing that what ever life throws at you, you are committed to raising your level of consciousness. In this level of consciousness you will experience the same experiences but you will easily forgive and maintain peace. With each practice/workout you will succeed more and more at achieving a greater and greater sense of Peace. You will find that all is perfect and whole no matter what is in the outer world. Even as you feel physical pain, you will know that this is a process of letting go of the Fear that things are going to get worse. The ONLY Truth is that all is Perfect.

When you label something as not good, you are focusing your attention on "not good". This will attract more of the same thing, because you are practicing creating "not good". When you understand that it is just as simple to create the truth, which is better than anything we could possibly imagine that we label "good" in this world, then your mind is focused on Peace.

With each correct thought you are turning on your light! With each thought that you have that you are Perfect, you are shining your light. Fear has no where to run, it will simply disappear. It has no power because it does not exist in the true reality of who you are.

I will make CEM Corrections on you most of today Pam, and many of you reading this will benefit greatly from these corrections. I am grateful for your courageous post!


p.s Blake I have not forgotten, I plan to post to you next. Thank you for your private message.

[prose10]

Adrienne

Hi Adrienne,

You are so sweet. Thank you for saying such nice things!

I don't always find it easy to share, especially on an open forum like this... Though you'd never know it by the length of my posts. This is the first forum I've ever joined and posted on. It takes me days to build up the courage to share my "problems" and hours to write. But I am determination to change my life. I know I NEED help and I have to ASK in order to receive.

I think you are amazing. I've been reading the posts from the beginning, and I can see how much you've grown. I love seeing you find your voice and stand up for yourself. I am in awe of YOU! That takes courage. Give yourself credit for your honesty and openness as well.

With love and gratitude,

Pam