Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[gtrlvr83]

Thank you KimJ for the link, as soon as the money comes in I will look at buying the program.
I want to thank everyone again for all the energy and also to tell people a bit about what has been going on in my life, I hope it helps some people.
So for the last 3-4 months or so I have been struggling with really bad depression, now depression is something that I have dealt with for most of my life as I know alot of people do, but lately it had just turned really bad. I had no interest in anything at all, not even music which has been a saving point in my life. I had stopped taking much care of my self, stopped working out , stopped keeping my room clean, started smoking again, started drinking alot more, basically self destructing myself. Now I don't want to say that I was suicidal, although I was thinking of death alot, but there was a part of me, sometimes a big part of me that just wanted it to stop, I wanted my soul to just stop being.
Now I know that might not make sense to alot of people but thats just how I felt.
I had gotten to the point of being totally lost. I had no direction in life, or thats how it felt anyways. In a way I still do feel that way a bit, I love music and have wanted to be a sound engineer for the longest time but right now I'm not even sure if that is the right path for me anymore.
Now for the good point in all of this, even though I dont have a crystal clear direction yet I am starting to see things a bit clearer like a huge fog is starting to lift. For this I give so much thanks to PATHS and everyone one this forum for all that they have done and continue to do for myself and everyone that is here.
I am starting to share these things because I spent my whole life bottling things up pretending that everything was just fine, and by doing so I isolated myself and spent years in a hole that I hope nobody here has to ever go thru.
But for all of you that do resonate with feeling that way please know that you are not alone, there are people that really care and are there to help you. There are a lot of them right here.

[wantfreeenergy]

I want to say once again THANK YOU for what you are doing Grace. I've been learning about eating healthy so that I can vibrate at the best possible frequencies by eating the best possible foods. I think the best way to do that is to start a garden this spring. I wish I didn't need to wait so many months before I can be eating top notch food.

Anyhow I was looking for help. I've become aware of myself mirroring the energy level of others around me. I had a friend that begun to come around something like 2 years ago and at the time I was starting my practice on daily meditations and the like from this site Wingmakers But once he came into my life on a consistent basis I left all of that behind and came down to his level. I've noticed that when I have the opportunity "typically when I am alone for an amount of time" I begin to find myself going back to the higher vibrations. Oh also I was wanting to say that my friend has moved so now I'm back to wanting to learn again and meditate again and do telekinesis again. A large reason I stooped to his level is when he begun mocking me for doing telekinesis. At that point I pretty muched fell from my vibration to his.

So I say thank you for the help you freely give to help me learn to keep my vibrations high and be un-influenced by those around me that have a dense vibration. I am gratefull for the help/energy you give to help me learn/be/have the conscious awareness to keep my vibrations up and keep them there even while those around me are unopen to the way I think and feel. I've learnt that I simply do not enjoy bringing myself down to others lower vibrations, but I've done it for years. I have simply been matching the vibration of those around me even all the while I know that there is sooo much more. Every time I come to the place I am at now, I look back and wish I could have held myself in a high vibration because of how good I would feel today. Not that I don't feel good now, it just seems I could of learnt so much more and been feeling so much better.

Reading your reply to Kimj on this page, "88 I think", has definately helped.

Again thank you, and hopefully soon I will feel that I can be in a high enough vibration that I can feel happy about sharing it with others. I first want to be in a high enough vibration though that I can do some good on a consistent basis.

Oh also I was wanting to say, the first time I posted and you made corrections for me I could FEEL when you were doing it. It was so magnificient.

I am truly grateful that you have offered your time to help everyone. And I am happy to be a part of it.

On a side note. I've learned that I can manifest good vibes by gazing at the sun. Almost a month has gone by without my daily gazing at the sunset. But I did it though yesterday at mid-day "I don't reccomend it", through my fingers so not the full brightness would flow in and now I'm still recovering from it. My eyes are needing to heal from it. So I definately need to do it as the sun approaches the mountain peaks. Hopefully I'll do it tonight. I was kinda afraid to cus of the sun still being high in the sky because of mountain peaks. That's why I tried it mid-day yesterday, I was trying to see if I could do it whenever so long as I filtered the sun through my fingers. But I don't think I can do it mid-day. Not yet anyhow.

Thank you,
wantfreedomforall
wantfreeenergy for EVERYONE
Joshua

It's kinda odd but I've never used my name on these forums cus I know that there are bad people on here watching trying to stop us from giving freedom to everyone. But I kinda feel that they no longer have any power.

[wantfreeenergy]

gtrlvr83

I've read on Alternative Medicine Forums, Blogs & FAQs on CureZone.com somewhere on there about a study. The study showed that most/all people with depression had parasites living in em. I can say that since I begun learning about these things and putting into practice some of the cleanses I have been able to feel a more positive beat. I know too that I had parasites. I could feel one in my eyelid, and I'm still trying to dissolve it's remains with ozone olive oil. It's no longer in there moving around so I can verify that I've killed the parasites in my body.

Here's the things I've done in the past few months. I began with the Bob Beck protocol. I made colloidal silver water and that's what showed me I had parasites cus the ones in my eyelid came towards the surface and made a bump/chalazion on it. I drank probably 4 quarts of water in a week and that's what made em show themselves to me. I also built the blood purifier and was running that everyday for like 6 weeks. And I also built the magnetic pulser which is supposed to help clear the lymph glands. But I didn't use that a lot on my lymphs everyday. I mostly placed it on my eye. And then it was like two maybe three weeks after I started that I got an ozone generator. I haven't been using that religiously like I should though either.

I also followed the hulda clark reccomendations on herbs to kill parasites but it wasn't until 4 weeks after I started that I found I needed to also take a couple other supplements and also ozone olive oil. So I've been doing that for like the last three weeks. And taking the co-enzymeQ10 is what killed the parasites in my eyelid a few weeks ago. The ozone olive oile and the L-cysteine everyday is what is supposed to break through the larva and kill em and dissolve em outta my body.

I also did a liver flush where ya drink epsom salt water and then olive oil mixed with grapefruit. That didn't work for me cus the epsom salts made me nauseaus and I didn't even get to the drinking the olive oil grapefruit before it all came back up. So I searched and found a simpler method of mixing 3 limes juice with 2 eggs and 1 TBS of olive oil and I drank that everyday for like a week or two and now I drink it everynow and the. "Gonna today probably triple the recipie. Yumm it's soo good." Also they need to be organic eggs and good olive oil and they all need to be at room temperature. If you want the thread I'll find it.

And then I've also drank bentonite mixed with psyllium for cleaning the GI tract. Which I still need to do on a religious basis everyday for like a week or two. I've only done that like a handful of times.

I've also drank like 12-14 drops daily of orageno oil for like 10 days or so. I stopped that like a few days ago. I did that cus my grandma was real sick and I didn't wanna get it. But I also think that orageno oil is good for killing parasites.

Another thing I've done is the moreless protocol. It's basically an alkalizing drink. And it's said that parasites and dis-ease lives in a body that doesn't have enough oxygen in it, which is caused by having a low ph. So drinking this drink brings many nutrients and also alkalizes the body.

And I think lastly is drinking pineapples. I think it's called the pineapple cure. You basically take the skin off the pineapple and put it in a blender then turn it to a drinkable mix and chug it down. You also use the center of the pineapple which typically gets cut out when you eat em cus it's not as juicy. But the middle is supposed to be chock full of goodness.

That's all I can offer today. I've yet reached a high enough vibrational state that I can truly offer any help on an energetic level. But I do have a tiny amount of info which I have learned while browsing that website. I'll ask for healing for everyone here and keep you all in my thoughts while I gaze at the sun tonight. That is if I find it safe enough to gaze at, cus I've not done it here but it should be safe and the sun is shining. I suppose it's time to go outside and get my weekly vitamin-D

I forgot to add that I've been oil pulling. I did that consistently for like two weeks. You use a high quality oil, and it should be sesame or sunflower. Different oils will actually cause your teeth to darken. You basically put a Tbs of oil in you mouth and swish it for like 15 minutes and then spit it out, brush your teeth. It pulls toxins from you glands I think from your lymph glands. And most everyone when they start it have a healing crisis for a while. I had a canker sore for like 10 days, but I just kept pulling and it finally went away. Many people say that it whitens their teeth and firms up their gums too.

Also I was wanting to say if you want any links to this stuff and if you cant find it searching for it on that site then lemme know. I know how to find em pretty quick.

[serenac]

Hi Grace! Hope you're having lots of fun in Miami!

Oh I'm sorry to keep bombarding you. I'm really desperate about finances, it's the only thing that is REEEEALLY not going right in my life and I have NO idea what to do about it! I've tried feeling grateful for the money that I do have, which seems to keep it coming but my problem is that more and more new things keep showing up in my life asking me for more and more money that I just don't have! My income is at its steady level, which I'm grateful for. However with the income that I have I was barely just being able to pay everything that I had to pay with no money left over, but that was okay. But like I said new things keep coming in asking me for more money and I just don't have it! (Taxes, electricity rates went up, any day now I will need to get a heater, medicines, etc.)

I won't bore everyone here with details but I really do not have any superfluous or unnecessary expenses in my life, so it's not like I'm blowing it all away on stupid stuff. I don't even have a car, because of all the expenses that that entails. I have a phone and internet, rent and groceries and TV (cable service, which I do have to pay for, but if I didn't have that I wouldn't have TV, it's perhaps our one luxury so I really do not want to cancel it, and it isn't very expensive), and Paths (I have 2 theatres). And electricity and that is it as far as my expenses are concerned. So I really don't see where or how I can cut back anymore than this.

So I realize the solution isn't to keep cutting back because then we'd have to live like in the dark ages, with no electricity, to make ends meet! And I don't think that was the life G-d envisioned for me and my kids, nor which I envisioned for myself when I came into the world. So I must be doing something wrong.

Anyways I asked you before if you could muscle test for me whether I should be looking for a job. It seems obvious that if I'm to pay all the things which I have to pay I would have to get a job because welfare just isn't cuttin' it folks! But I really really really cannot see myself getting a job, because: a) the project which I'm working on right now is my life dream and if I could get it off the ground and make it work it would be the fulfilment of my life dream, and if I had to get a job I wouldn't be able to work on my project anymore, and b) I'm a single mom with small kids and no relatives to lend a hand looking after the kids, and since I have no professional qualifications I wouldn't be able to get a job with a salary which would permit me to pay for a babysitter, with the total lack of qualifications which I have I would NEVER be able to afford a babysitter!

So anyways what all this is getting to is, do you think you could muscle test for me for which Paths modules could help me to manifest more money in my life, it doesn't matter where the money comes from? I'm currently on

SLP 2
Mindset for Money
Good Luck and Fortune
Business Productivity
Allergy Relief

I only have 5 modules because I can't afford to buy anymore right now.

I haven't noticed a single good effect from the Good Luck and Fortune module and I've been on it for a month and a half, so that would be the first one I would swap out, but I don't know what I would swap it out for. I was thinking Unconditional Love, but I'd like it if you could muscle test for it first for me.

I found that the Business Productivity module really was giving me an enormous boost for working on my pet project, so I think that one is really doing good things for me.

The Mindset for Money really helped me a lot when I first got it, but I've been on it for a couple of months or more now at least and I think maybe it's plateaued out (meaning I haven't noticed any new effects from it for a while now, I tend to respond quickly to new modules but they seem to plateau out pretty quickly for me too).

Oh if I were to work I would NECESSARILY probably have to work from home because of the babysitting problem. These are the possible home jobs I've been thinking of, would you mind very much muscle testing for me to see if any of them test strong for me?

- Giving classes, I won't say on what because I still feel too shy to talk about this, but I guess when you muscle test for me your muscles would KNOW what I'm talking about!
- Giving English classes, I hate teaching English and have no qualifications for teaching, but sometimes people just want to hear a native English accent. It pays real lousy though (maybe 3 or 5 euros/hour only).
- Developing a web page/blog on Paths and maybe try to inspire some new clients to sign up to Paths thru my website.
- Babysitting, either as a regular job for a baby whose parents must work every day, or occasionally in the evenings, in which case I would have to bring my kids along with me.

I couldn't think of anything else I could do from home.

Oh well I'll shut up now. Been hogging this thread a lot lately! Thank you soooooooo much dear Grace! Have a great day!

[gtrlvr83]

Thank you for the info on the parasites, I will look into that. Right now I just started on bupropeon( wellbutron), I am not normally into taking drugs at all but for now I needed something to help out so I could start to focus on improving other areas of my life. This is not something I plan on being on for a long period of time but for now.

[heat_georgia]

to wantfreeenergy

gtrlvr83

I've read on Alternative Medicine Forums, Blogs & FAQs on CureZone.com somewhere on there about a study. The study showed that most/all people with depression had parasites living in em. I can say that since I begun learning about these things and putting into practice some of the cleanses I have been able to feel a more positive beat. I know too that I had parasites. I could feel one in my eyelid, and I'm still trying to dissolve it's remains with ozone olive oil. It's no longer in there moving around so I can verify that I've killed the parasites in my body.

Here's the things I've done in the past few months. I began with the Bob Beck protocol. I made colloidal silver water and that's what showed me I had parasites cus the ones in my eyelid came towards the surface and made a bump/chalazion on it. I drank probably 4 quarts of water in a week and that's what made em show themselves to me. I also built the blood purifier and was running that everyday for like 6 weeks. And I also built the magnetic pulser which is supposed to help clear the lymph glands. But I didn't use that a lot on my lymphs everyday. I mostly placed it on my eye. And then it was like two maybe three weeks after I started that I got an ozone generator. I haven't been using that religiously like I should though either.

I also followed the hulda clark reccomendations on herbs to kill parasites but it wasn't until 4 weeks after I started that I found I needed to also take a couple other supplements and also ozone olive oil. So I've been doing that for like the last three weeks. And taking the co-enzymeQ10 is what killed the parasites in my eyelid a few weeks ago. The ozone olive oile and the L-cysteine everyday is what is supposed to break through the larva and kill em and dissolve em outta my body.

I also did a liver flush where ya drink epsom salt water and then olive oil mixed with grapefruit. That didn't work for me cus the epsom salts made me nauseaus and I didn't even get to the drinking the olive oil grapefruit before it all came back up. So I searched and found a simpler method of mixing 3 limes juice with 2 eggs and 1 TBS of olive oil and I drank that everyday for like a week or two and now I drink it everynow and the. "Gonna today probably triple the recipie. Yumm it's soo good." Also they need to be organic eggs and good olive oil and they all need to be at room temperature. If you want the thread I'll find it.

And then I've also drank bentonite mixed with psyllium for cleaning the GI tract. Which I still need to do on a religious basis everyday for like a week or two. I've only done that like a handful of times.

I've also drank like 12-14 drops daily of orageno oil for like 10 days or so. I stopped that like a few days ago. I did that cus my grandma was real sick and I didn't wanna get it. But I also think that orageno oil is good for killing parasites.

Another thing I've done is the moreless protocol. It's basically an alkalizing drink. And it's said that parasites and dis-ease lives in a body that doesn't have enough oxygen in it, which is caused by having a low ph. So drinking this drink brings many nutrients and also alkalizes the body.

And I think lastly is drinking pineapples. I think it's called the pineapple cure. You basically take the skin off the pineapple and put it in a blender then turn it to a drinkable mix and chug it down. You also use the center of the pineapple which typically gets cut out when you eat em cus it's not as juicy. But the middle is supposed to be chock full of goodness.

That's all I can offer today. I've yet reached a high enough vibrational state that I can truly offer any help on an energetic level. But I do have a tiny amount of info which I have learned while browsing that website. I'll ask for healing for everyone here and keep you all in my thoughts while I gaze at the sun tonight. That is if I find it safe enough to gaze at, cus I've not done it here but it should be safe and the sun is shining. I suppose it's time to go outside and get my weekly vitamin-D

I forgot to add that I've been oil pulling. I did that consistently for like two weeks. You use a high quality oil, and it should be sesame or sunflower. Different oils will actually cause your teeth to darken. You basically put a Tbs of oil in you mouth and swish it for like 15 minutes and then spit it out, brush your teeth. It pulls toxins from you glands I think from your lymph glands. And most everyone when they start it have a healing crisis for a while. I had a canker sore for like 10 days, but I just kept pulling and it finally went away. Many people say that it whitens their teeth and firms up their gums too.

Also I was wanting to say if you want any links to this stuff and if you cant find it searching for it on that site then lemme know. I know how to find em pretty quick.

That sounds like a lot to have to do to clear out parasites and help depression.
Any thing a little more simple for people that have a tricky time managing the things they have going on in their lives as it is. lol.
thanks for posting : )
-heat
WOW.

[heat_georgia]

Hi Grace

"Hi Heather,

Thank you for the lovely card and "sumbody" products you gifted me!! I have told you already on facebook, but they are amazing, and I am so grateful and honored that you did this. I am also so grateful for your posts, they help so many people including me!"



You are so welcome, Grace!!!!!!

Heather

[heat_georgia]

Hi Grace

Hi Heather,

I muscle tested all the characteristics you posted to determine what level of expression you were at with all of them. I muscle tested each one of them on a scale of 1 to 10. 1 being you were most definitely expressing that particular characteristic excessively (not good for you), and 10 being you were completely free of this particular characteristic (very good for you).


Characteristics of Co-dependent People Are:

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An exaggerated sense of responsibility for the actions of others ~ 8
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A tendency to confuse love and pity, with the tendency to “love” people they can pity and rescue ~ 6
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A tendency to do more than their share, all of the time ~2
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A tendency to become hurt when people don’t recognize their efforts ~10
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An unhealthy dependence on relationships. The co-dependent will do anything to hold on to a relationship; to avoid the feeling of abandonment ~ 8
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An extreme need for approval and recognition ~ 2
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A sense of guilt when asserting themselves ~ 8
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A compelling need to control others ~ 10
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Lack of trust in self and/or others self~ 2 others ~ 10
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Fear of being abandoned or alone ~2
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Difficulty identifying feelings ~10
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Rigidity/difficulty adjusting to change ~8
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Problems with intimacy/boundaries intimacy ~2 boundaries ~8
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Chronic anger ~4
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Lying/dishonesty lying (to self) ~2 dishonesty ~10
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Poor communications ~2
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Difficulty making decisions ~8



Out of 20 expressions of co-dependency you muscle test with only 8 out of 20 that are muscle testing under 5, 10 being the best. Anything that muscles test over 5 is not going to be a big issue for you. Now to bring yourself into perfect expression, focus on all that you are doing correctly. Now that you can review this list in a new light. You can begin to communicate to yourself that you are not co-dependent, yes you have a few issues to bring light into, but the way to do this is to focus on your strengths, not your weaknesses.

If you wanted to see into a dark cave, would you wait for night fall, or would you bring in a flash light in the day time?
Focus on your strengths always. The more you do, the more strengths you will see. The more you will be led to create more strengths and see life more clearly for yourself and others. Practice thinking and envisioning yourself perfect with an immense feeling of gratitude for your immense power to create your world.

At first you will see the same old same old, but if you keep looking carefully enough, you will see the light. Your light!!

Relapses are only opportunities for you to get back in the game with a new awareness as quickly as possible. You may not think you caught the relapse in time to shift, but it gets quicker, easier and more effortless each time you go "aha! this time I caught these negative habitual thoughts and feelings before they did major damage to my sub-conscious, and attracted more of that negativity for my future". "Now I will immediately switch my thinking and feeling to anything I can think and feel that is good, constructive, joyfilled, and full of the vibrations of Love and Gratitude. Love and Gratitude the true language of the sub-conscious mind our Soul!

Hi Grace...
Thanks for replying back on this topic.
I'm still trying to understand and process whats going on with this because I've been in quite a few relationships, and when I look back I see that most of them were addicts(potheads, alcoholics, pill poppers, workaholics, etc.) or had pretty intense mental/emotional problems (depression, anxiety, or possible bi-polar disorder.) They were not able to mirror the affirmation I was looking for, much the same as my parents. And I'm not saying that I didn't have issues too, but I do see that I thought that if I could rescue/love them enough or MAKE them love/feel dependent on me that they wouldn't abandon me. In turn I could heal them, heal myself, and my even parents (vicariously). All this time I have felt flawed and unlovable, and I'm beginning to wonder if I will ever love myself. I guess at least I love myself enough to try.

Basically, my thinking is distracted by these thoughts to the point that I have gotten myself sick, I'm falling behind in school, and just feel like I'm failing at life. I've actually not been doing whats required of me in group projects for one of my online classes, and feel ashamed, but also don't care.
Anyway... I've never been the school type, and always thought of myself as dumb or lazy, but now suddenly I am getting A's and B's on most quizzes and papers...at least on the ones that I actually make some effort on. Some assignments I just haven't bothered doing. : (
In my class on addictions, I know that my teacher would like for me to get into the recovery field of work/see's potential in me, but I still don't know what I want to do...
I guess... what I'm trying to say is that I'm still not proud of myself, and have a hard time giving myself credit for the positive steps I've been making.

Thank you
heat.

[wantfreeenergy]

That sounds like a lot to have to do to clear out parasites and help depression.
Any thing a little more simple for people that have a tricky time managing the things they have going on in their lives as it is. lol.
thanks for posting : )
-heat
WOW.

Yeah perhaps it is. And maybe it all didn't need to be put in there, but it all has a purpose to remove toxins, kill parasites, and alkalize the body. But it all probably wasn't needed. It's just what I recall doing begining 3 months ago. There are others I would do to cus I want to clear out my body of all toxins and parasites so I can fill it with high vibrational foods/energies. Yet it requires ordering things from the internet so I would need someone else to order em for me. There could be simpleer things that would require less of a commitment but those are simply what I found and have used.

I think a simple parasite cleanse would be this Parasites Cleanse, different programs for cleansing parasites It's basically three herbs which you take for like a month. And also add this to it too. Tapeworms and Ascaris parasites by Hulda Regehr Clark Which basically is what'll get rid of two other parasites and their larva which the three herbs won't target. Because when you start killing parasites some of them will go into a dormant stage and some will have larva in a dormant stage with larva inside of larva. So they need to be dissolved even though they won't consume the herbs. And I think the ozonated olive oil and the L-cysteine is what's supposed to dissolve em. The co-Q10 is what kills the tapeworms and ascaris. While the wormwood, black walnut hull, and clove target many other parasites.

I first took the wormwood, black walnut hull, and clove for like a month before I realized that I needed to add the Tapeworm and Ascaris cleanse to it. It wasn't until I did the latter that I noticed the parasite in my eyelid was no longer moving. Also I bought my herbs locally cus it was convienent and I couldn't order over the internet. But if I could of I would of ordered the Clarkia like many suggest, because it's supposed to be nice and potent.

If you go to this forum here Parasites Support Forum: Parasites Cleanse & Worms Cleansing Forum, Page 341, Herbal Remedies, Traditional Remedies, Dewormers, Wermifuge, Wormwood, Black Walnut, Cloves, Garlic, Cayenne, Black Pepper, Apple Seeds: there could be something simpler. But I've not researched it enough to know for sure. I think that there are many herbs or foods to eat that will kill em but I think the general consensus of most is to use the clarkia or herbs they suggest as above, to target not just a few parasites but to get at a much larger portion of em. "I don't want to say all cus I have no idea how many there are." And doing a search for depression in the parasites forum will bring up a few good posts. But typically the depression will get worse before it gets better. And these posts seem to explain it fairly well. Words of Encouragement To Clarkia Users at Parasites Support Forum Parasite and die off at Parasites Support Forum

I personally don't recall experencieng the herxheimer reaction to the herbs and such. The only thing I herxed on was doing oil pulling.

Also I wanted to mention that I believe that Peter Lindemann suggested something to get rid of parasites. I don't recall what it was but I know he made a comment cus that's when I was learning about Bob Becks blood purifier to kill blood parasites. And I was saying how the blood purifier will kill parasites and he said how that it won't target larger parasites which aren't in the blood and suggest something target them. But I can't find that thread. But if you do a search for parasite here you may find something. This is the one I saw, but it isn't the one I am thinking of. Yet it could be the same thing he suggested in the thread I am thinking of. http://www.energeticforum.com/renewa...e-cleanse.html

Yeah I know. Information overload. But it may take some legwork if you truly wanna get them buggars outta ya. I think the one suggested from curezone is good, but nevertheless you may find something else which is better. But I read of many others on curezone's experience and that's why I followed it.

Sheesh I sure can type up a lot and I need to stop before it gets REAL long. It would be kinda nice if I could just telepathically imprint that knowledge to you so that your gut instinct would lead you to it in a short term. "Which I'm sure we could, but it could take a while for me to send it and for it to be decoded and for you to find it." Nevertheless it would be cool to take all this info and blip into a short two second message which was fully understood so that it didn't take so much time to read it and search for the info. All in due time I suppose.

Anyhow. I hope that can offer some guidance.

[wantfreeenergy]

Sun Gazing and raising your vibration

I wanna reccomend sun gazing again. Just do it during the sunrise or sunset. Here's a good site to learn of it. Solar Healing Center I've noticed that you can create some very positive vibes while sun gazing. I can't recall which post I read of this on but it's quoted in the bible I think that when Jesus would offer a healing to someone he would begin by looking up to the sun. Or there were other passages where it is said that he would heal the sick during the sunset and he would look to the sun before each healing. It's too bad I can't recall where I saw that post but it has specific passages that were quoted that referenced it. It's also said when you ask for something with love and gratitude while sun gazing it will come to fruition. You just simply need to send love back to the sun while asking. I was camping a few weeks back with my dad and on the last day my dog was whacked by a porcupine. The vet took all the quills outta his mouth and all the rest he wouldn't let me pull. But there was still some inside his body. I was going to get on this thread here and ask Grace for some energy help but I first sun gazed at sunset and was asking while giving love for the remaining quills in him causing him to limp to come out. And over the next few days they did. And he quit limping. I know there's still some in him but they don't bother him and I don't know if they'll ever come out. The remaining ones are just under his skin in his lower leg. But anyhow after gazing at the sun and sending love while asking for his healing I felt very high in vibration which lasted for many days. I think I've asked for other things but it's all typically asking for awareness for everyone on earth and healing for all. I really don't know if I've asked for other things. Other than raising my vibration and then sending healing love to encompass the earth. There's lots of good that can come from proper sun gazing, but I can't recall all of the things I've learned. One other thing I recall is people healing their sight and no longer needing glasses. And I also recall someone mentioning that it was part of some indian tribes practice to bring about binocular vision and help them to see at night. Many other things, but for now just know it has the capability to highly raise your vibration. I've fully experienced it and can testify to it. Matter of fact I wanna gaze at the sun now so I can feel the love it is giving. I tried tonight but I forgot to take off my shoes. "I was actually seeing if I could do it with em on." But it's something I did for like two and a half months straight, yet now I've seemed to leave it to the side for the past few weeks. I'm gonna have to start waking up and try for the sunrises but it's gonna get tough again cus it's been cold. Brrrr says the toes. I've been trying to think of a way to do it while there is snow on the ground. But I think I've got that figured out.

Also if you read my post a few back about gazing into the mid-day sun and taking in too much energy and needing to heal myself now I had an ah-hah moment this evening. I tried to gaze at the sun again this evening and it gave me blurry vision. But it's not the true sunset cus it's falling behind the mountains and I'm up above where the sun would set while looking over a mountain too. So it was still probably an hour from true sunset. But it gave me blurry vision too which I still kinda have. I was also filtering the sun through my fingers this evening too. But the ah-hah moment was that I wasn't standing barefoot on bare earth. I realized it because I know I've gazed at the sun while it's been high in the sky without getting blurry vision. And it's because then I had my barefeet touching bareearth. This is needed so that the excess energy can dissipate through your body and ground itself to the earth. Otherwise you'll dissipate it with blurry vision like I have now. I may just go outside and stand in some dirt to ground myself, but I know it'll go away too so I may not. That's just an important side note. Make sure to stand barefoot on bareEARTH not grass or the like. Standing on bareearth will ground your body so that you can take full benefit from the sun gazing.

[ImBill]

Wantfreeenergy,
You may want to try rapidly blinking your eyes while gazing at the sun rather than using your fingers to block some of the sunlight reaching your eyes. It works well for me when I'm sungazing outside the two hours after and before the sun rises/sets...
Bill

[serenac]

Hi Grace! Hope you're having a cool time in Miami! I wouldn't like to live in the US very much (no offense to all of you on this forum here who are from the States!) but I always thought if I were to live in the States there were very few places I would've wanted to live, but Miami was one of them. I HATE the cold bbrrrrrrr!

Anyways I was just reading through your post about money and energy and that the way to bring money into your life is by giving. Giving things that would be good for everyone. But oh Grace I can't for the life of me see that I could possibly have anything interesting or helpful to give! I'm really no good at anything and the only thing I enjoy doing is what I'm doing in the project which I'm working on right now, which currently isn't bringing me any money yet.

I mean there are always things one could give, one could wash dishes, clean the kitchen, do the laundry, etc. and those are things that one can give. But firstly other than doing them for myself I really really really do not enjoy doing these things, for example for other people to earn money. I do it for myself for my family for free because I like the results and anyways these are necessary things to do in any household.

But outside of these sorts of things (and the project I'm working on) there really is nothing else I know how to do or can do well in order to give it to the world.

Later I also read how you intend to collect money for things that you do every day, for example every time you empty your dishwasher you intend to collect $200 from the universe. I know that your reality is based on what you believe in, but really there is no way I can possibly believe that anyone would ever pay me to wash my own dishes or do my own laundry! In fact I find it very difficult to imagine or understand that anyone would ever want to pay me for anything!

Oh well I'll quit chat-chattering, just the thoughts I was having as I read your post. If you were here I'd probably sign my kids up to your workshop (well one at a time anyways, since I clearly wouldn't have been able to afford more than that hehe!) even though they don't like sports. But they could use some concentration techniques! Especially the oldest who is hyperactive.

I also find it hard to imagine that ME receiving something could possibly be good for the WHOLE. Isn't it kinda selfish for me to receive something? So how could that serve the whole?

Anyways I'll sign out now, leave some room on this forum for other people lol! Enjoy your stay in Miami and have a grrrreat time!

[wantfreeenergy]

Thanks Bill
I'll give the blinking a try tomorrow.
Have you noticed blurry eyes ever? I did it again this morning and my sunrise is prolly about an hour or more after the true sunrise cus of the mountains. I did it barefoot but I have blurry eyes again. I also haven't done it for like four weeks too so that could contribute to it. Also do you do it barefoot? I understand why one should do it barefoot to ground the body, and I think it is more beneficial. But I'm still trying to find what I'm gonna do this winter when the snow flies. This morning my toes did get cold but not too bad. At least the snow melted last week.

Thanks for the tip Bill. I'm anxious to try it.

[wantfreeenergy]

I also find it hard to imagine that ME receiving something could possibly be good for the WHOLE. Isn't it kinda selfish for me to receive something? So how could that serve the whole?

I am unsure I'm gonna be able to do this subject justice but I'd relish the moment to give it a shot. First off, everything is energy and vibrations. All physical matter is simply energy vibrating at specific frequencies to generate the physical matter. Even the space between the nucleus and protons and electrons which create a single molecule is energy. It simply hasn't been written about in science books yet because people have not been able to create a device that is able to "see" it and prove it to em.

Understanding that all physical matter is energy, "even the tiniest bits of the molecules which the naked eye can't see", comes the understanding that everything is touching. Such as right now you and I and everyone is touching. Everything is a sea of energy and we all swim in it and are composed of it. Now imagine a pond and dropping a rock in one end of it. You can see how other areas of it are influenced by the dropping rock even though where the rock was dropped could of been 50 feet away. That is the same way the universe is. Someone/something being influenced on the other side of the world will have on an impact on you even though your physical being doesn't make you aware of it.

Or another example could be visualizing your body. Lets say you decide to eat the most nutritious meal you can. The physical food is digested in you stomach and GI tract and for the most part touches just these organs. The food is broken down to smaller bits and transferred throughout your body fluids, but nevertheless it doesn't "touch" every trillions of cells in your body. Yet the cells it does touch will begin to vibrate in a high vibration and that uplifting vibration will affect the whole body. As every cell is connected even though there is "space" between them. From our physical perspective we can verify that all the trillions of cells that make up the human body are connected. Bt if we look through a microscope we will see that the cells have space between them and, if we were to become to say 1/1000th the size of a cell we could verify the space between them is very large. Perhaps even so large that if that was our only perspective then we might say that one cell couldn't possibly influence another. You see the vibration is energy and that uplifting energy is good for every cell in the body. Every cell in your body will be influenced by that meal, as that meal which is soo good for you has a very high vibration. And that vibration will be given to your body freely from that meal. In fact it brings that meal happiness to bring you that high loving vibration, as it becomes you.

Now lets bring that to perspective. Look at the human race as a whole. Or even from person to person. We could possibly say that from our current perspective that there's no way that the choices one makes could influence a total stranger on the opposite side of the world. Yet if we were to change our perspective we would see our unity. We would see how we are all one. We could see how we are all connected.

Simply put when one person has an experience, be it whatever it may, everyone benefits from it and is influenced by it. When a person liberates themself from depression it brings a new wave of energy which everyone shares in and will help others experience that same wave of energy of liberation. The same for a negative experience when someone goes through something negative it is for everyone's benefit, it allows us all to experience that energy even when we are unaware of it. Then we can make new choices from our new understanding. We don't even need to be aware of it either. It is happening right now and on a consistent basis.

So yes. You receiving something that will uplift you and bring good to you physically and your surrounding physical energies does bring good to the whole. We all share in that experience. There is nothing selfish with you receiving something. In fact I would say it's the exact opposite if it brings you joy and life. It will help bring others joy and life to their lives. Feel good about what you receive and smile with happiness and emenate with loving energy with what you receive and you will benefit everyone/the whole.

Maybe, hopefully, that will bring some understanding. Live with love, as that's the only energy that exists. It's love that pushed you away so that love could bring you back with a stronger more lasting loving vibration.

[ImBill]

Anyways I was just reading through your post about money and energy and that the way to bring money into your life is by giving. Giving things that would be good for everyone. But oh Grace I can't for the life of me see that I could possibly have anything interesting or helpful to give! I'm really no good at anything and the only thing I enjoy doing is what I'm doing in the project which I'm working on right now, which currently isn't bringing me any money yet.

Later I also read how you intend to collect money for things that you do every day, for example every time you empty your dishwasher you intend to collect $200 from the universe. I know that your reality is based on what you believe in, but really there is no way I can possibly believe that anyone would ever pay me to wash my own dishes or do my own laundry! In fact I find it very difficult to imagine or understand that anyone would ever want to pay me for anything!

Hi, Serena,
I had a couple of thoughts that came up as I was reading your post. The first one was that you write in English very well. There can't be very many people living in Spain that write as well as you do. In fact, there probably aren't very many people living in English speaking countries that write as well as you do, if the internet is any indication. I have no idea if you like to write or not, but I'm sure there's a need for people to edit and proofread English text in Spain.

When I first started looking for a job when I was 18, I felt the same way you do. I felt like I wasn't really good at anything and had no marketable skills. Now I realize that wasn't true. It was just something I was telling myself. Now, I know that I'm pretty good at anything I take on and that I can learn anything I put my mind to, and learn it quickly. I'll never be the best at anything, but I can hang with the best most days. I'd be willing to bet that you're pretty much the same as me. Your writing skills tell me that you learn fairly easily, can apply what you learn, and have a desire to do things right. What else do you need in this world?

The second thought that I'm sure Grace will address when she next posts is that she isn't expecting someone to pay her (or you) $200 every time she does the dishes for doing the dishes. She's putting it out to collective consciousness that she would love and be grateful to receive $200 every time she does the dishes. That $200 could come from a tax refund, a rebate from insurance, a group of Boy Scouts to teach them how to keep from being injured while playing sports, or mysteriously appearing in her purse. I'm absolutely certain that she does not expect someone to pay her $200 for doing the dishes. See the difference? She may never get her $200 for each time she does the dishes, but it doesn't really matter. It's her attitude, gratefulness, and love that matters. Surely you can see that doing the dishes with this thought in mind is better than being angry or sad about having to do the dishes and will bear much better fruit down the road as well as instantly.