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Sharyn, you made me smile with your post. I guess it's my turn to share a little about myself. My husband had a psychotic experience 2 years ago and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. While he was in the hospital I learned that in his quest to start his own business he spent all of our money. Long story short, I sold our house against his desires and moved us, 3 young children included, up to MA to be closer to family for support. He decided meds weren't for him and I was supportive in many ways since I am very much a naturalist and the drugs are pretty scary. In November he ended up in the hospital again and again he spent the money we made from the sale of our house that we agreed would be put aside to start fresh. We have had a tough relationship from the start but I've always believed in him and wanted to be there to help him. Anyway, we ended up on welfare, disability and state health insurance which was incredibly hard for me to swallow. This is where Sharyn's story comes in... I too thought being on a message board support group would be beneficial. Everyday I would log on and read everyone's daily trauma. I would imagine what terrible things were going to happen in my life based upon their stories. It made me feel terrible and I was terrified! Of course I didn't really get what it was doing to me for a couple of weeks but then it hit me like a ton of bricks and I immediately stopped. Shortly after that I saw the Secret, found Powerful Intentions, PATHS, Grace etc etc. I refuse to live in a place that doesn't feel good. I've been working with Grace to rid myself of the layers and layers (and more layers) or guilt, fear, flow of financial success and whatever else comes up - Thank you Grace! You are pure LOVE. I haven't had much visible success with PATHS but Grace assured me that it is working and that I will experience the results in time. I do know that! I just started Operation Success last night so we'll see if I can make it all show up a bit faster. I am ready to soar and be free to create the life of my dreams. It doesn't look like things are going to work out with my husband which I really knew for many many years but because of my fear I wasn't able to admit. We both forced our way through something that didn't feel right. I know now that we will both be better off apart for awhile. I'm working through my fear of standing on my own two feet financially and keeping my children happy and healthy through all of this. So that is my story. I am absolutely amazed when I look back on my life and see all of the wonderful people and experiences that have come my way to bring me to where I am today... I am so excited to find out what is next!! Thank you all. I am so blessed to be here!
Love, Peace and Light! Tracy
Sharyn, you made me smile with your post. I guess it's my turn to share a little about myself. My husband had a psychotic experience 2 years ago and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. While he was in the hospital I learned that in his quest to start his own business he spent all of our money. Long story short, I sold our house against his desires and moved us, 3 young children included, up to MA to be closer to family for support. He decided meds weren't for him and I was supportive in many ways since I am very much a naturalist and the drugs are pretty scary. In November he ended up in the hospital again and again he spent the money we made from the sale of our house that we agreed would be put aside to start fresh. We have had a tough relationship from the start but I've always believed in him and wanted to be there to help him. Anyway, we ended up on welfare, disability and state health insurance which was incredibly hard for me to swallow. This is where Sharyn's story comes in... I too thought being on a message board support group would be beneficial. Everyday I would log on and read everyone's daily trauma. I would imagine what terrible things were going to happen in my life based upon their stories. It made me feel terrible and I was terrified! Of course I didn't really get what it was doing to me for a couple of weeks but then it hit me like a ton of bricks and I immediately stopped. Shortly after that I saw the Secret, found Powerful Intentions, PATHS, Grace etc etc. I refuse to live in a place that doesn't feel good. I've been working with Grace to rid myself of the layers and layers (and more layers) or guilt, fear, flow of financial success and whatever else comes up - Thank you Grace! You are pure LOVE. I haven't had much visible success with PATHS but Grace assured me that it is working and that I will experience the results in time. I do know that! I just started Operation Success last night so we'll see if I can make it all show up a bit faster. I am ready to soar and be free to create the life of my dreams. It doesn't look like things are going to work out with my husband which I really knew for many many years but because of my fear I wasn't able to admit. We both forced our way through something that didn't feel right. I know now that we will both be better off apart for awhile. I'm working through my fear of standing on my own two feet financially and keeping my children happy and healthy through all of this. So that is my story. I am absolutely amazed when I look back on my life and see all of the wonderful people and experiences that have come my way to bring me to where I am today... I am so excited to find out what is next!! Thank you all. I am so blessed to be here!
Love, Peace and Light! Tracy
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