Jan and images
Jan,
When I read your post right above, about struggling with seeing the images... I felt compelled to answer. Hmmm... My answer may seem a bit out in right field, but I believe it will help. First of all, I just want to explain that I am an artist, so visions and images are natural to me. But I also no what is like to feel I have blocks! Hmmm... sometimes the visual is too strong for me, and I have a problem getting rid of it... hence the reason I have to be very careful of what I watch on tv.
Here is my suggestion: meditate on what happened that night with a sketch book or pad of paper... don't worry about your skill at drawing! The idea is to just relax and let your pencil draw out the visions you are having! They will come to you!
A few days ago I had the startings of a vision of a new faerie (I have this new passion for faeries faces that I draw). It was not clear enough to draw at the time, so I just let it simmer in my spirit (I like to refer to it as my spirit instead of my heart, cause to me my heart is just that thing that pumps blood). It simmered there for several days. Today, I felt the need to draw it out. I am currently using my computer as my sketch pad! I sat down at my computer and started drawing... You know my conscious brain had no idea what I was going to draw... I started with a back ground, because that is what I had seen the clearest, and then moved onto the eyes (okay this is just a wierdness about me, use to drive my art teachers crazy). From there the faerie just evolved... The hair I struggled with and did end up deleting and starting over on, but I just let my spirit draw what it felt like drawing. You maybe amazed at what you draw out for yourself... Also, because drawing does not use the mind/conscious brain it won't be able to chatter as much. One thing I had to learn as a kid is that perfection is inperfection! So don't worry if everything you draw is perfect, just let the pencil go! See what it tells you!
My spirit tells me that you received the visions, but could not accept them. Beliefs in your abilities to do so interferred. The visions are still with you (in your spirit) though and you can draw them out of yourself.
Okay as far as the rest of your question you will have to wait for Grace...
Oh here is "Light" the faerie I was telling you about...
Hope you enjoy her! She is quite a beauty! She is just a vision drawn out! You don't have to be an artist to draw out your visions from your spirit! Concentrate on your breathing and draw whatever comes to mind! I had a creative writing teacher that would make us free write for a full 30 minutes... You would be amazed what would come out of those sessions... at the begining of the freewrite session we would be complaining, by the end we did not want to stop writing and she would have to take our journals away from us to get us to stop!
Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl
Jan,
When I read your post right above, about struggling with seeing the images... I felt compelled to answer. Hmmm... My answer may seem a bit out in right field, but I believe it will help. First of all, I just want to explain that I am an artist, so visions and images are natural to me. But I also no what is like to feel I have blocks! Hmmm... sometimes the visual is too strong for me, and I have a problem getting rid of it... hence the reason I have to be very careful of what I watch on tv.
Here is my suggestion: meditate on what happened that night with a sketch book or pad of paper... don't worry about your skill at drawing! The idea is to just relax and let your pencil draw out the visions you are having! They will come to you!
A few days ago I had the startings of a vision of a new faerie (I have this new passion for faeries faces that I draw). It was not clear enough to draw at the time, so I just let it simmer in my spirit (I like to refer to it as my spirit instead of my heart, cause to me my heart is just that thing that pumps blood). It simmered there for several days. Today, I felt the need to draw it out. I am currently using my computer as my sketch pad! I sat down at my computer and started drawing... You know my conscious brain had no idea what I was going to draw... I started with a back ground, because that is what I had seen the clearest, and then moved onto the eyes (okay this is just a wierdness about me, use to drive my art teachers crazy). From there the faerie just evolved... The hair I struggled with and did end up deleting and starting over on, but I just let my spirit draw what it felt like drawing. You maybe amazed at what you draw out for yourself... Also, because drawing does not use the mind/conscious brain it won't be able to chatter as much. One thing I had to learn as a kid is that perfection is inperfection! So don't worry if everything you draw is perfect, just let the pencil go! See what it tells you!
My spirit tells me that you received the visions, but could not accept them. Beliefs in your abilities to do so interferred. The visions are still with you (in your spirit) though and you can draw them out of yourself.
Okay as far as the rest of your question you will have to wait for Grace...
Oh here is "Light" the faerie I was telling you about...
Hope you enjoy her! She is quite a beauty! She is just a vision drawn out! You don't have to be an artist to draw out your visions from your spirit! Concentrate on your breathing and draw whatever comes to mind! I had a creative writing teacher that would make us free write for a full 30 minutes... You would be amazed what would come out of those sessions... at the begining of the freewrite session we would be complaining, by the end we did not want to stop writing and she would have to take our journals away from us to get us to stop!
Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl
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