I have been on the paths Ultimate Body module for a few weeks now and finally today had the urge to get off my bum and go to the gym I feel so happy I did a good work out too which is very suprising.
To explain, I used to go the gym 3 times a week and I was really pleased with my figure and weight. Then the gym closed for refurbishment for two weeks and in that time I got out of the habit. When I did go back, two months later I couldn't get along with the new machines I tried for a couple of days but noticed others I knew had all left aswell, just a few new people and I stopped going. I bought Jordans fitness dvd instead but I found it really hard! I managed it a few times but this was all a year ago and since then have put on more weight (a stone?) than I want. It's not a lot but all goes in the same place. Yesterday I was chatting to someone about it and she said it's a "stress tummy" where when you're stressed out about something it all goes on there as a protection thing I've been having lots of things done, doing paths, had thetahealing etc and peeling away the layers and having a good look at my beliefs system. And today I felt the urge to go instead of being on the computer and I suprised myself
I gave myself half an hour to start, but I did a full hour and had to drag myself away I wanted to do more! That's not like me, the last time I had a big break and went back some yrs ago, I was huffing and puffing and looking for the exit after 15 mins Also, a lot of the people I used to know where there and I felt so good to be there - like a big sigh of relief I'm homeee! I am so excited now that I can go again and also that this time the machines were really easy to use - have no idea why I couldn't use them before! I think I was a lot calmer, whereas the last time I felt everyone was looking at me struggling with the machines and I felt embarrassed. This time, I didn't give two hoots I kept putting the key in, taking out, trying again then taking a minute to have a drink, then trying again - calm as a cucumber - and it worked They ALL worked after that, first time Think that might be the self esteem module. Really looking forward to regaining my svelte figure in the next couple of weeks!!
To explain, I used to go the gym 3 times a week and I was really pleased with my figure and weight. Then the gym closed for refurbishment for two weeks and in that time I got out of the habit. When I did go back, two months later I couldn't get along with the new machines I tried for a couple of days but noticed others I knew had all left aswell, just a few new people and I stopped going. I bought Jordans fitness dvd instead but I found it really hard! I managed it a few times but this was all a year ago and since then have put on more weight (a stone?) than I want. It's not a lot but all goes in the same place. Yesterday I was chatting to someone about it and she said it's a "stress tummy" where when you're stressed out about something it all goes on there as a protection thing I've been having lots of things done, doing paths, had thetahealing etc and peeling away the layers and having a good look at my beliefs system. And today I felt the urge to go instead of being on the computer and I suprised myself
I gave myself half an hour to start, but I did a full hour and had to drag myself away I wanted to do more! That's not like me, the last time I had a big break and went back some yrs ago, I was huffing and puffing and looking for the exit after 15 mins Also, a lot of the people I used to know where there and I felt so good to be there - like a big sigh of relief I'm homeee! I am so excited now that I can go again and also that this time the machines were really easy to use - have no idea why I couldn't use them before! I think I was a lot calmer, whereas the last time I felt everyone was looking at me struggling with the machines and I felt embarrassed. This time, I didn't give two hoots I kept putting the key in, taking out, trying again then taking a minute to have a drink, then trying again - calm as a cucumber - and it worked They ALL worked after that, first time Think that might be the self esteem module. Really looking forward to regaining my svelte figure in the next couple of weeks!!
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