Hi, Everybody,
I've so enjoyed reading all these posts ... so much so that yesterday I bought my first two modules, mood elevation and successful living. I gave a lot of thought to what I needed most, and I figure that depression just sucks the life out of everything. If I wasn't busy hauling a depressed mood around, who knows what might be possible?
I watched the theater presentation and ... nothing. Just a frantic thought of OMG! What have I done! I've downloaded alien thoughts into my brain! (Wait 90 days? I want to be FIXED in 90 seconds!)
But this morning, I sang on my way to work, I greeted coworkers with a smile (and got puzzled looks as a response), gave a presentation without jitters and realized half-way through the day that, yep, sure enough, something changed. I felt better.
So I came home, and as I went about my evening chores I discovered that the elevated mood was dissipating. I began to monitor my thoughts and realized that I was back at the beginning, thinking depressed and depressing thoughts. So, I thought about it some more, ate a bowl of ice cream, and then ordered self esteen and weight loss (had to have that ice cream first).
And so it begins, the great experiment. I can't believe that I'm playing around with my brain like this. But I'm 57 and I don't want to waste time not feeling good if I can do anything, ANYTHING, to feel better.
I also do Holosync, level 1 CD2, and that has been helpful. And it was through the Holosync message board that I heard about PATHS. Someone said they work well together. I hope they're right.
I'll post results as they happen. I really feel I'm now a part of cutting edge technology.
Carol
I've so enjoyed reading all these posts ... so much so that yesterday I bought my first two modules, mood elevation and successful living. I gave a lot of thought to what I needed most, and I figure that depression just sucks the life out of everything. If I wasn't busy hauling a depressed mood around, who knows what might be possible?
I watched the theater presentation and ... nothing. Just a frantic thought of OMG! What have I done! I've downloaded alien thoughts into my brain! (Wait 90 days? I want to be FIXED in 90 seconds!)
But this morning, I sang on my way to work, I greeted coworkers with a smile (and got puzzled looks as a response), gave a presentation without jitters and realized half-way through the day that, yep, sure enough, something changed. I felt better.
So I came home, and as I went about my evening chores I discovered that the elevated mood was dissipating. I began to monitor my thoughts and realized that I was back at the beginning, thinking depressed and depressing thoughts. So, I thought about it some more, ate a bowl of ice cream, and then ordered self esteen and weight loss (had to have that ice cream first).
And so it begins, the great experiment. I can't believe that I'm playing around with my brain like this. But I'm 57 and I don't want to waste time not feeling good if I can do anything, ANYTHING, to feel better.
I also do Holosync, level 1 CD2, and that has been helpful. And it was through the Holosync message board that I heard about PATHS. Someone said they work well together. I hope they're right.
I'll post results as they happen. I really feel I'm now a part of cutting edge technology.
Carol
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