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**Adrienne** · 06-28-2007, 05:04 AM

Blake and anyone else, Sharing session

Originally posted by Blake View Post

Hello All.
I was wondering how others were fairing with the book?

I have been reading off and on but have hit an awkward feeling about it all (as well as my ecxitement around the ME concept in general). I was wondering if anyone might have had similar feelings or a diffrent view on on what Im gonna try to put to words?

I guess part of my feelings boil down to control-vs-acceptance and how to fit this around/with/next to my spiritual understandings to date . Maybe I am having my old religious morphic fields challenged. And then theres just a discomfort in the way Richard B. is writing. It feels a bit manipulative making big leaps to stated conclusions that are worded as if he were a salesman trying to get me to make the same conclusion. I dont know. I'll hit that point again in a second.

First, the thought for me as a metaphor came to mind right before writing this. That of our culture(s) jumping forward so quickly in its technological capabilities these past 50 years...perhaps being a bit too ahead of its spiritual evolution. I question sometimes if its leading us more to distractions than helping us to grow fully into our humanity ...(then Im led to something like PATHS...) This philosophical - whats the word when something can hold two seemingly opposing truths but both have its own validity?- isnt my point. It could be a whole topic in its self. For me I just wonder If to try and implement (manipulate?) the Matrix Energy transfomations would be best when coupled with a certain level of spiritual awareness- that I perhaps havent achieved yet. What I have understood so far is that the "morphic field" intention surrounding the Matrix is for it to be/create only benificial outcomes. OR if it is God Energy that is really being tapped into and its the inteligence of "God" that directs the outcomes...then what could possibly be wrong?

In one way I think maybe this is a new (more effective) way of "praying" so to speak. A new perspective that might teach me how to build a deeper, more interactive relationship with the Great Creator of it all...? On the other hand I question who are we to be playing God like this? Where is the learning of aceptance and forgiveness if we can just time travel away any wound and go on our merry way? ( is that an old school control/fear based religion/morphic field type of thinking? I dont know.) For me its not so much a "playing" God fear because the spiritual philosophies I am drawn to teach that we are all one with that "God" and an expressson of "It", what ever It is. The way I have heard it put is that its only our conciouseness that is out of tune with our "True" nature. Thus we live these silly lives. But at the same time we are fully realized pieces of God. AND that there is nothing we need or need to do to attain God because God is allready here...in us, as us.... That sounds rather quantum-esque... so can this M.E. stuff be a part of our spiritual tune up to help us see/express that True Nature? ....If you want it to be?

I just know that I feel I've been rather slow in my run through the flowery field into the arms of my True Love. (When I reread this I misstyped I feel as I fell...hmmm) And I just wonder that in the use of the "unlaws" of the matrix with out the corroberating "proper" conciousness that usually comes with these "powers" (in the past) it might just be putting the cart before the horse...for me. Or is it truely "a new day".

The thought of "downloading"/"two pointing"/"time traveling" myself into enlightenment has occurred to me and IS appealing and definately changes my perspective but I wonder if it really works that way. Is ANYTHING really possible?

I am drawn to more eastern spiritual philosophies (primarily Indian).Theres a book call Autobiography of a Yogi, which is one of the first books to really spin my world around spiritually. One of the repeating scenerios in the authors spiritual quest early in his life was the visits he would make to all the yogis/gurus/spiritual teachers he heard or came across. All in his search of his one true teacher. The one who could lead him on the inner journey to Self(GOD)Realization. All these teachers he visited had wisdom to share and fallowers to listen and many had special powers (sidhis?) that involved manipulating the "physical" realm to some majical and miraculus end. None of that however mattered to this author, the only thing that interested him was if what they knew (or did) could lead him to God. Powers he said was a common side efffect of the spiritual path but in no way the goal or to be used lightly.

Feeling my excitement for this "modality" and knowing my past sloth like progress in the spiritual realm I am wondering if i'm just wanting to hop onto a qwick fix jetliner when the jouney on foot is where the real "experience" is for me and has what I need...right now. I in the past have at times been so easily sidetracked from myself and what I really needed by the bells and whistles of ... whatever was most convenient .

So anyway in India it sounds that having amazing "powers" isnt that uncommon. Not having been I am only speaking from books. I have no clue if this Richard falls into a catagory of "power broker" OR as these times change "spiritual masters" are starting to pop up everywhere and theres no need for them(us) to fit into all the old religious packaging. [Side note: I read a book once about this one american homemaker/mother/healer on her own spiritual path who had/has the abilities to dematerialize at will. She apparently would play hide and seek with her kids by dissapearing (literally) and they would have to go find her where she rematerialized!] We apparently are creating whole new "morphic fields" of possibility and the "old rules" dont have to apply anymore This is such a mind bender for me... anyone have smilar or new or old thoughts on adjusting to all this Change thats happening.

Lastly again the wording in the book. I wonder if its not an NLP thing that hes using. I think he referred to studying/using NLP previously in his practice(?)I dont know that much about NLP.... What ever it is though its not feeling like a "clean" read? I know he said something about writing the book with the intention of its readers getting "it" and that "it" involves a deconstruction of our concept of reality. This I am sure for some, is not so comfortable for the established inner status quo of the individual....I dunno, is that what I am feeling?

This IS really interesting. Its making me I think want/need to tune back into what I have known so far to feel out this "something new". At the moment I'm in a place where Im not sure I trust my own judgement. Ive been "out of tune" for a while. I think I know what I really need but I have been avoiding it because theres a total surrender of a still slightly comforting coping behavior involved. But I think it might be obstructing the "view" of my Godness.

So these are my M.E. thoughts of the day. I didnt at all intend to be mr wet blanket here. I was just having some existential issues I wanted to put out there about M.E. ... also I think I have been avoiding driving 10 miles this eve to visit and tend to my garden. Whats the metaphor in that? I need to tend my own garden to grow my own answers...not spend hours typing my longest post yet that people probably dont have time to read. (sorry). AND why have I put my garden 10 miles away!!!?...

Thanks in advance for any responce!
On with the quest!
Blake

Hello Blake,
Not sure if it worked to break up your post, inorder to post on it, but first off I really like your writting, you do it well and it's alot of things that at different times i myself haven't said out loud...but not about ME, just anything new and things i didn't understand....the sorting of my spiritual understanding, well are being sorted out as i speak, and although i haven't read the book at this time i have been hit with the biggest and most profound spiritual experience and understanding of my life...when i first experienced ME (Stephen) it knocked me on my ass spiritualy, Iguess. And it wasn't because of him, but because of the power i could feel, and the power i felt as i was being MEed, It was.is so much more than me, and that scared the **** out of me cuz, i had always relied on me...A learned survival trait, but since that wasn't working for me anymore, i did have some direction to god/higher power/universe/source/creator....and although i fought it, and struggled with it...it had been growing in me....the faith, the trust.....And i like how you wrote Acceptance vs. control OMG...that game sucks, as in it don't work for me to resist i guess is what i mean....i just get tierd of fighting after a while and more often, BLA, BLA, BLA.

I have felt confused and tormented and distressed often on my new journey into the MATRIX....hehe (ya, no need to respond on that, i know)

Back to the faith and trust thing i was saying though....i Spent a couple of years avedly persueing an understanding that suited my insides, my spirit...although i have made progress it has been slow, mind you is it meant to be quicker than it had been?.....but since Paths and CEM and exspecially Matrix E, it's like i have been rocketed into the millionth dimension, Among other things to and probably as a result of all of them at there exact moment.

I am not exactly sure what i am trying to get at, but i know that reading your post Blake has help another piece of me open up, and to not be afraid to express my thoughts and feeling....personally i think it's a process and in this process for me, i am discovering what I truely desire. At first i thought it was all cool, and i was like, me too, me too...but now most stuff here (that i have read about) interest me, .....CEM has facinated me, and ME really blows my mind, But i think paths is slowly getting me closer to what my desires are, or actually being able to hear the things that are coming from inside me....In other words Removing the the blocks, hmmmmmm, interesting way how it all came around there (full circle).
Anyhow think that will be all for now....been actually doing ME for a few days...And i think i have backed off again for a bit, but that is totally ok...MUST ALLOW THE PROCESS TO TAKE PLACE....Been on this new road...which is less travelled...(thanks for the Quote Glenn, one of my favs)
Seems to have always been more interesting to me.
That is all for now...Cheers and LOTS OF LOVE...ADRIENNE

**Glenn** · 06-28-2007, 05:46 AM

Amazing Energy

There is some AMAZING ENERGY in this thread

Blake, Aime, Aaron, Alan, Adrienne, Pamela and the master blaster himself - Stephen!

Wow, I am reading Aaron's book (awesome and mind blowing folks - order a copy!). Then I gotta get back into Busting Loose, read the ME book, and check out the Lipton and Sheldrake sites. Need more hours...!!!

**firehorse** · 06-28-2007, 03:01 PM

Hello Stephen,

Thank you for your reply