Busting Loose

[Adrienne]

my hologram is changing too...

Well, like since i read the book and poof the Eggs have come... I have been/am applying the process...It's like i can't, cuz i now know different and how does one go back??? Well for me this is all completely in line with what i have desired for YEARS....
Like since elementary school.... entering into a place of not playing the games that do not serve my true self.

Ok, anyone who read my posts on CEM, will know i was having a real tough time... and things are changing... with my son he all of a sudden wants to goin air cadets, get his hair cut (it's long) and is also participating in a cooking class at school.... well he used to reject all of these things... It's like he's going from hiding from the world to Opening up and blossoming... AND he has been very loving towards me and has been hugging and kissing me...wow

However this sounds great but it is a reflection of the inside stuff about me... I am the one creating these shifts in my hologram... and i have been feeling calm and peaceful and love and gratitude....
not that eggs don't pop up, but there is acceptance there.

I read the Ho'oponopono thread and could relate to the sense of what was talked about the DR. healing the criminals, by working on himself... I have always believed this... although i am sure there are different belief systems around this.. that somehow seems to focus on what one does outside of them self.... which i beleive that if i ain't got it, how can I give it???

The amazing thing is that with my son, It's different from what i used to do to manage things in my home... it has been much more than these things i have mentioned... such as anger and violence...

When the discomfort comes I apply the process, and now at almost five weeks... things are shifting and changing... wow

I am on the HO'Oponopono mod
self-esteem and confidence modual mod
syncronicity mod
and mood elevation mod

But this comes from my essence, and I think my Exspanded self knows what I need.. so i chose accordingly...

These are amazing moduals

I AM AMAZING
the funny thing is that i have such a different outlook on the world around me....

Thank you Sharyn for the ME sessions, and the time you spent with me....
Thank you Grace for your love and patience....

Most of the time, i have so much to say, but am unsure how to articulate it.. with genuienity...
and the typed word of course so there I haven't been posting much....

I also have been having alot of mind chatter Zartgirl... and find that if i say outloud things i am grateful for and keep telling myself who i am... even if it is not out loud then i am hearing different messages...

Been doing this in regards to finances, cuz the mind chatter, and repeated that I am God and i am abundant and prosperouse in all ways and areas of my life... and that i always have been and have all that i need right now... and always will and always have and did this for one day.... and the next day i found fifty $ in my house, that i know someone left for me, but am unsure of who... (it was tucked away like it was meant to found)...

I was holy cow, I am so powerful, and OMG this stuff works... and Omg I can let go and relax And i am takin care of and have everything I need.. and in all of this I feel Soooooooooo grateful


Love and gratitude.... And PUREJoyAdrienne

[zartgirl]

Adrienne my friend

That is soooo cool!!!! I have noticed a huge change in how people in my hologram are changing too! For instance, my X who has been set on seeing me fail and telling the courts that I could not get a job and and and... Today, told me that I would get a job and a place to live really soon! But it was not just talk, because I have a new to me car coming that is in better condition than my car, so I told him he could have my car when I get my job, and he is waiting for that, instead of buying a different car for himself! So he actually believes I am going to get a job and a home! He is no longer betting against me!

I am also changing a great deal! For instance, I have been receiving proof of stuff that he did during our marriage, but the cool part is it has no power over me! The other day I told him I had completely forgiven him! (That does not mean I would ever take him back) He almost seemed sad that I had forgiven him, it was like he had lost something. I love living in gratitude and joy instead of hate and anger all the time... I can not believe that I lived that way soooo long!

Now, I have a new set of egg or eggs coming up! For years I had suffered from a number of physical stuff. I was having trouble processing it like I do with the emotional stuff. I am looking forward to reclaiming all that power!!!I am loving, learning to live in gratitude!

I find it interesting though... other people reactions to my new outlook on life, some try to convince me to be careful and others cheer me on! I have been seeing a therapist for almost two years (which was a lot of the reason I got to this point). He sees all my growth lately and I will not be seeing him too much longer! My irrational fears are all gone, I am assertive, and I am joy filled!

Well I just wanted to share how far I have come too! Part is given to BL and a big part to my Paths also...

My Modules are:
Ho Oponopono
Breakthrough to Enlightenment
Deserving
SLP3
I arrived at these by listening to my Extended Self!

Love and Gratitude
zartgirl

[zartgirl]

Weird Stuff!

Whoooaaa! You know how it says wierd stuff will happen as you start going through this phase 2? Well this is not the first time, but this was freakin weird for sure!

So my X calls me and asks me to send him a letterhead for one of his businesses. I had never created one yet, so I through one together in a matter of 5 minutes... It was easy, cause I created the logo a while back. I send it over to him, and he calls me and tells me that the name on the letterhead is wrong??? The logo is the only logo I have for this business and it is exactly the way he asked it to be and approved it! Now the first two words of his business have switched around, and he has been giving out his business cards with the name switched, but the logo from the same file I made the letterhead from! Okay the switch took me maybe 2-3 minutes, but what the ? And why is it that after all this time he never noticed that the name of his business changed? This is just wierd!!!!!!!!! I went to the original business card file and the name was the way I designed it with the original name of the business on it! Well I did not try to explain to him the awesomeness that was going on, but I am getting such enjoyment out of the fact that I can change the name of his business without him knowing! Man am I powerful! Heheheheee! I am really enjoying this moment!

Love, light, and Gratitude, and a huge blessings from Sallyjane Zartgirl!

[bknack]

Marix Energetics Seattle Workshop

Is anybody from the Spokane area going to The Matrix Energetics workshop in Seattle Nov. 30th thru Dec. 2nd.? I'm going if there is somebody that whats to carpool.

[illusions]

That is soooo cool!!!! I have noticed a huge change in how people in my hologram are changing too! For instance, my X who has been set on seeing me fail and telling the courts that I could not get a job and and and... Today, told me that I would get a job and a place to live really soon! But it was not just talk, because I have a new to me car coming that is in better condition than my car, so I told him he could have my car when I get my job, and he is waiting for that, instead of buying a different car for himself! So he actually believes I am going to get a job and a home! He is no longer betting against me!

I am also changing a great deal! For instance, I have been receiving proof of stuff that he did during our marriage, but the cool part is it has no power over me! The other day I told him I had completely forgiven him! (That does not mean I would ever take him back) He almost seemed sad that I had forgiven him, it was like he had lost something. I love living in gratitude and joy instead of hate and anger all the time... I can not believe that I lived that way soooo long!

Now, I have a new set of egg or eggs coming up! For years I had suffered from a number of physical stuff. I was having trouble processing it like I do with the emotional stuff. I am looking forward to reclaiming all that power. I am loving, learning to live in gratitude!

I find it interesting though... other people reactions to my new outlook on life, some try to convince me to be careful and others cheer me on! I have been seeing a therapist for almost two years (which was a lot of the reason I got to this point). He sees all my growth lately and I will not be seeing him too much longer! My irrational fears are all gone, I am assertive, and I am joy filled!

Well I just wanted to share how far I have come too! Part is given to BL and a big part to my Paths also...

My Modules are:
Ho Oponopono
Breakthrough to Enlightenment
Deserving
SLP3
I arrived at these by listening to my Extended Self!

Love and Gratitude
zartgirl

CONGRATULATIONS ZARTGIRL!!!!!

Clever You!!!!

Having read your experience here, I felt inspired to share my own....
It's a very long story but I'll keep it brief lol

Last year I went through one of the most challenging experiences of my life. A custody battle that was a shock, and nasty. I had no idea it was coming, and the most challenging part was that my ex-husband and his wife lied outright and blatently, something I was SO not expecting! I expected them to have their say, and give their reasons etc, but I certainly wasn't expecting them to actually lie. So that was a shock. We had been on good terms before this (which had taken a lot of work from me - and a lot of biting my tounge and taking a lot without retaliating - like I said, long story ), but when this court battle happened, and they both lied not only in the interviews, but in court, under oath (one of their critisisms of me is that I don't read the bible to my son every night, and I read "Harry Potter" to him instead! And yet, they swore on the bible, and then lied under oath ) - after this, I just couldn't see how I could ever even speak to them again, never mind have any kind of relationship with them.

I knew I'd have to find a way for my son's sake (I'd managed to keep most of the details of what was going on between us, away from him, so although he knew we disagreed about where he should live, he didn't know about any of the viscious details)... but I just couldn't see how I could do it.

Well, I won the case (thank God), but as you can imagine, things were very strained. After I started Paths earlier this year, I started trying to imagine them as the Magnificent Spiritual Beings they are, and that helped a bit. Then I read BLFTMG, and I realised, I've created them, and that helped, then I read about Ho'oponopono, and I started saying "I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I forgive you. Thank you. I love you." I didn't know anything else about Ho'oponopono, but I just kept repeating that phrase.

I had received a very viscious email from my ex-husband's wife when my son had gone there for a visit. Two weeks later, I got a phone call, completely out of the blue - from my ex-husband's wife - apologising for everything! I was so shocked! It was completely out of character and unexpected!

Part of me felt a bit guarded and a little suspicious, but I accepted the apology, and was friendly. Since then, I've hardly heard from them. My ex called me to try and convince me to ignore The Secret as it's sinful, and to turn to The Bible instead. And there are a couple of sneaky things they've done, but the great thing is, it hasn't affected me, and I'm able to be pleasant to them. And I've had no more nasty emails or threats.

I attribute this to the Paths Self Esteem Module, Successful Living, as well as BLFTMG and the Ho'oponopono phrase. I don't know if it was one of these, or a combination of two or all of them, but it worked!

Wow, sorry this is so long (and this is the short version lol)

So for those who are in frustrating situations in relationships, try and remember that the other person is just a player in your movie, and feel gratitude to them for playing their part so well. And, as you can see, miracles CAN happen. lol

Love and Light and Magic xxx

[zartgirl]

Illusions!

Oh Illusions, I can totally feel what you felt like when they did that, as my X tried doing the whole lying thing too!!! You know, I too have been learning all about how I created my X husband, and even all the xtra curricular activities he has had over the years and that they were all just actors in my hologram!!! That is powerful, because it is really hard to stay mad at someone you created and gave a script to!!! I think the Ho Oponopono module the last few weeks has really helped me, and then being able to change the name of my X's business with him having NO recognition that it was ever not the way it is today! Damb, I am good! Heheheheee! No really, I am so much in control of how he will interact with me in my hologram. I was explaining this to my daughter who is almost 14 about how she could write the script for a girl at her school who acts one day like a friend and then the next day acts like a total evil Bit... Well yea! I told her the girl is just reading her script and so she can write a new script for her! She said, well what if in her hologram she doesn't like the script... I told her that the girl had a choice to read Izabelle's script or quit being in Izabelle's hologram! Those are the only two choices the girl has! Iza is still processing all of this, but she is learning to apply the process to her discomforts!

Well now I am going on and on! I think I will write down those phrases you repeat and put them to memory!

Blessings and love and Gratitude
zartgirl Sallyjane

[sterlingpg]

Thanks Tezza!

Hi Everyone,
I found this interesting video about money. Get's you thinking.
The Big Swindle
I wouldn't though get involved in The Ultimate Entrepreneur's Club which is what the person posting this video is hoping for.
Happy Viewing
Terry

I enjoyed that video describing the current Money Game! Very Interesting!

If living in that Phase One game was all we had - it is a dim picture indeed!
Fighting against all the 'powers that be' would seem quite hopeless!

I am grateful that a different understanding is available - one where we can step outside the Money Game That Can NEVER Be Won, to creating a New Game!

Peace,

tephen

[sterlingpg]

Hi bknack!

Is anybody from the Spokane area going to The Matrix Energetics workshop in Seattle Nov. 30th thru Dec. 2nd.? I'm going if there is somebody that whats to carpool.

I'm not from the Spokane area, however, if you also post this in the Matrix Energetics thread, there may be others lurking there that don't normally see this thread

I hope to see you there as I'm going to that Seattle seminar!

In Peace,

tephen

[sterlingpg]

Wow!

Those are great experiences with the BL Process!

Thanks for sharing Adrienne, Zartgirl and Illusions!

What a ride!

In Gratitude,

tephen

[zartgirl]

Ohhhhh! Man!!!!

This is soooooo awesome!!!!! Okay, I know how a lot of you are thinking, okay I am doing the process, but when do I get to manifest something cool in my life! Right?

Man I tell you it is happening every single day now! I mean the most awesome things are happening in my life and my hologram is really starting to change actually it is starting to transform! Ok, for those of you who have followed my story know that I came here back in June, and I was leaving my husband of 16 years and I was a total victim! Right? NOT NO MORE!

Okay I am still at the shelter, but that will change really soon... As my daughter and I have tested it on a pendelum and it says before November 20th we will be in a home of our own. At first I tried to figure out how that would look, but now I am just letting the universe take care of that! Today though I went to mediation... Remember back in Sept. when my husband filed nasty papers against me filled with lies about how he had custody of the kids? Well today when asked what his optimal parenting plan would look like... He said he would like to see the kids visit him 2 or 3 times a week and me have residential custody of the kids! His schedule just does not allow for too much more time! OMG!!! Grace has been telling me it would happen like this, but I am still pinching myself at how great I manifested that into my life! We have more mediation meetings to go, but it is looking good!

Well keep on processing those discomforts and soon things will just start to happen. This stuff is soooooo coool!!!!! I can not wait to see what is going to happen next! AWESOME!!!

Big Sallyjane zartgirl

[marnyka]

Ordered the BL for home videos

I ordered the Videos for home the other day. The oddest thing has been happening. I sat down to start watching the video and I got this very sharp pain in my throat and on the side of my neck. I allowed it and started telling myself there wasn't anything to fear, I'm loved unconditionally, and to release itself. It left, but I have been noticing alot of throat discomfort lately. Does anyone get things like this going on?

[zartgirl]

Marnyka

Weird things do happen! My daughter called me once after school and asked me why i had called her during school and I told her I hadn't! She had a call from me in her missed call list. She used it to call me back, but when she hung up and my number was not there in the list anymore!

When you start this journey your extended self will create all kinds of things, don't let it freak you out... Just enjoy your awesome power that is able to manifest such awesome stuff! Use everything that comes up to use the process to regain power, and your manifestations will get stronger and stronger and you will start to control what you manifest! Strange things will still manifest, because you are awesome and powerfull!

Blessings zartgirl

[PlanE]

well, here I am :P

Hi all!
wow, you all are already so far with your illusions I finished the book three days ago and feeling kinda.. happy I had no problems with accepting the ideas, because I have read any books and this book brought me relief, because it was so easy. And I'm 16 years old and haven't affirmed any ideas about life as absolute truth (so far ).
For me, the game isn't mainly about busting loose from money game, because I' a student and deal with grades more, than with money. So, I'm busting loose from the grading game, and then (when I have a chance) with money game. But I don't know which is better: to express appreciation to teachers with grades. Or: to express appreciation with knowledge.
There's still time for me to use to the concept and start with money, because I'm beginning with grading game when the school bell rings, wonder if I get expelled from school or get the worst grades ever - that would be cool and easy..

Thank you for reading and your frank answers, which helps me to understand, how far from busting loose am I
PS: I'm Estonian, so sorry for typos and bad language

[illusions]

Hi PlanE

And

Thank you so much for bringing this thread back up again - it was so interesting to re-read through the posts - and there were some that I somehow missed!

How FABulous to be finding out about this stuff at 16 years old!

The main thing with your grades is to remember that YOU have created the whole system, and YOU have given everyone involved, their scripts. So you CHOOSE what you want, and then expect it. Naturally, you do need to play the game within the game - you'll need to do whatever needs to be done to get the grades, but you don't need to *worry* about it. Do what feeeeels good.

What I mean by playing the game within the game:
I have a friend who has joined The Ultimate Entrepreneur's Club that Terry mentioned in her post above, and he spoke to me about joining, but here's my view on it, as I explained it to him:
I wouldn't want to play Monopoly with no money! When I play Monopoly, I want to pass go and get my £200, and I want to use the play-play money to buy properties I land on, and trade with other players, and I want to use it to buy four houses and then a hotel once I have a monopoly etc. That's the game. It wouldn't be the same to have no money in the game and just get the properties/houses/hotels .... or to be able to take the money from the box whenever I need it. There would be no point to it - no challenge, no fun, no thrill.

That, to me is the same as "The Money Game" and "The Grading Game" and "The Relationship Game"... etc. It's not the same if you don't have all the ingredients and you don't actually play the game. It's not the same if someone else puts your houses on your properties for you. It's not the same if someone else moves your piece around the board and buys the properties for you.

Of course, the main difference with a board game is that we KNOW it's just a game - and THAT'S the difference BLFTMG makes in my oppinion. Once you know it's just a game, then you are able to feel less emotional, and you are able to make more strategic decisions, and you are able to see opportunities you wouldn't see if you were shrouded in emotion and worry.

Without knowing it's just a game, you're seeing from the perspective of the playing piece (the shoe or the iron...), Knowing it's just a game, you're playing from the perspective of the player who is moving the piece.

Hope this makes sense. And WELL DONE YOU - for creating all of this, and for telling yourself what I've just recounted in this post - because of course, it's your script - I'm just delivering it lol

Love and Light and Magic xxx

[PlanE]

Hello illusions!
Thank you so much, for your thoughts and support!
I'm going to relax, feel free and let my Expanded Self take care of the illusions, like me finding great ways to make money, or getting knowledge, by itself and enjoy the game as it is, while reclaiming power from negative stuff until I'm free from it.
I now understood, that The Grading Game isn't as bad as money game, because having good grades doesn't take as much from me, as having much money would, but it is an excellent source of discomfort and to reclaim power, so
again for your time