Chi Waves

[dmonarch]

I am a little heistant about writing on this topic any more but i am abit desperate
For the past week or so I have made a few changes in my life and in short cutting out the details has resulted in my having visions. I lay down 5 or 10 minutes later I first notice these waves of energy. My body feels like i am vibrating. The waves organize themselves and then an event happens. It may be that i see light everywhere even with eyes closed and images come or i can project image on to the white light. During this it feels allot like my mind is being split with my being in one half and the light in the front half.

If i am holding a crystal during the time when i become aware of the waves of the flow through my arms into the cyrstal and the event is very different. It is very hard to explain. It is like the crystal colours the event it sharpens it.

All i want to know is if there are others who are having these experiences and if anyone knows of an online support group. Lately some of the stuff i have been seeing is stressing to say the least and have been noticing my person change in ways i would rather not.

Dont get me wrong it is not all bad and is very enjoyable to the most part especially when using a crystal. I just am tired of feeling alone on this journey and need to talk to others who experience the same. I want to better control it. I want to hear from others of the same.

Thank you for your help
Damian
ps merry christmas

[wantfreeenergy]

vibrating

as far as the vibrating goes; it soulds like astral projection or OBE (out of body experience). There's lots of info on the internet to control all of it. But I'm not that good of help because I haven't deliberately meditated for a year.

My favorite site to learn about our energies is Wingmakers

Also I've found quite a few books in my local library that talks about astral travel.

[dmonarch]

Thank you

Thank you heaps. I need and want to get it under control

as far as the vibrating goes; it soulds like astral projection or OBE (out of body experience). There's lots of info on the internet to control all of it. But I'm not that good of help because I haven't deliberately meditated for a year.

My favorite site to learn about our energies is Wingmakers

Also I've found quite a few books in my local library that talks about astral travel.

[Electrotek]

I don't think this vibrating is a good thing. Due to the comtrails and various other phenomena, I believe that some kind of detrimental energy is being transfered to the ground. Due to your descriptions of negative impact, you also appear to feel that it's not so good. If this detrimental energy gets dense enough, life on the planet will disappear, and the only way to discharge the planet will be to return the cap stone to the great pyramid. That's if the Muslems will allow it. They're pretty fanatical when it comes to that particular Black Rock.

I've found that this energy can be discharged as a type of spiritual light, sent out from your face. Have you seen the pictures of Jesus praying? He's projecting some kind of light from his face. And it's always up at an angle, rather than straight up. I think the best way to control it is to just eliminate it, rather than try to use it for something.

I think this light, and the vibrating, is related to the Holy Ghost, which is not the same thing as the Divine Spirit. The ghost is only awareness energy (yours and who else's?) but the Spirit is the breath of Life. The ghost can push your spirit out and replace it. When you're dead in spirit, all you'll have is ghost. Remember about paying to Cesar that which is Cesar's and to God that which is God's. I'd say to give back the light.

Before God created the world, some of the angels fell from Grace. This Grace is the separation which allows free will. So God created the material realm by saying "Let there be light". Since God spoke both from the beginning of time and the end of time, His Word is transtemporal. This bidirectional Word is what produces the Light. Since this Light supports external awareness, the angels that fell from grace are now resonating in this energy, and God's will is free.

SIN: Shining Inside Now
SAVE: Shine Away Vibrating Energy.

[dmonarch]

I feel like im unravelling

Thanks Electrotek, there is allot to think about there. All i did to start this is be in the moment. I realised that for allot of my life i had been experiencing life from a comfortable chair in my head. I noticed that if i relaxed and went into the moment I could feel time flowing especially when outside in the sun light. It didnt seem like that big a deal just very relaxing and aware. A part of my wanting to do this was for education reasons as well to help in learning which it did.
Suddenly over the past couple of weeks things have become weird and i feel like i am fulling apart. Time flowing feels just like chi. I can feel it all around me flowing like water now. When i am in the moment and close my eyes i still see light and in that light people and scenes. This part is fine and enjoyable. The part i dont like is when i try to relax or sleep things become to intense and lately specifically 20minutes ago things got even crazier. I really feel like i am going bonkas. I know i am not, it is just that stressful. Now my main concern is my chi as 20 minutes ago i bust out of sleep and my chi was not very good. It was weak very faint. I didnt know where i was, who i was. It was like i had been split in time, I really had to focus to pull it together. The other night someone strangling the sh*t out of me and breathing in my face. These are just a few things. They started slow initially and were most good and enjoyable but over the two week period they have been ramping up. I am getting little sleep are frustrated with the people around me because it is just something far from normal they cannot understand. I need someone who knows this stuff inside and out from experience because god knows what it will be like in another week or so. In the meantime i am going to get my blood tested and see if anything is up. Though i feel physically fine apart from the stress. I have just now started carrying a large crystal in my pocket in the hope that it will help hold my chi together as if anything it is the energetic part that is making it more scary. Its like its flip flopping in the wind.
Crystals really do help which is funny in an ironic sense because i always thought they were a bunch of new age who ha. I guess they really do have a function.

[dmonarch]

Has Nature

Gee i am so tired it is unbelievable. I do get a little sleep but not enough. Before the past two weeks the chi was very tightly coupled to my body and it took an of amount of effort to raise and move it. Recently this has changed and it no longer is tightly coupled and are able to mould it where as i never us to be to well i never use to feel ithe energy being formed into whatever. This is not the case now though. This aftternoon it started taking on an electric nature it seems to have stopped for now atleast. i just blew a massive amount of chi off.
On the bright side i am getting use to it and taking ownership. I make sure i focus and dont let my thoughts go onto rubbish and as much as possible keep a grasp of my surroundings and a baring of where i am. Its the strangest thing though. All of these years it had this one nature then suddenly it becomes possible to uncouple it from my body and are able to mould it simply with my thoughts.
I am not sure what will come of it. For now i just have to grin and bare it. Its just seems to be one of those things. A year or so ago i had similar experience for a week and it took a day or so to get use to. The probably the hardest part this is the lack of sleep, my emotions being a bit funny and so are not getting on to well with my family. I tend to be a bit abrupt as i am trying to hold it together.
I tell you what though it really brings you down to ground it is far more real than it use to be, that is life. I respect it far more. I realise i have a responsibility to myself and other to watch what the heck i do. I realise that it is a gift and when i get myself under control would like to see if it is possible to help other with it. Maybe find missing persons, or heal energetically though i really dont know if that is healthy for me as it is my energy. Ok its scary and exciting at the same time. Hey its better than getting up and eating corn flakes each every day. Ok well i would like to the getting up part as that would have meant i would have had some sleep.
Taks care all and have a merry christmas

[dmonarch]

Getting the hang of it

Well last nights sleep went reasonably well though still kept on having moments during the night. This time it was easier. I restrained my thoughts and took a moral high ground which stopped my being annoyed by horrible rubbish during the night.Just keep of having this strange thing which i am not sure is happen through the night.
As for the energy i am learning to control it better. I also now know if the chi is all over the place that i just need to compress it. It would seem that it is not so attached to my body as it use to and maybe in a hgiher energy state or something. When i use to compress it would cause my muscles to spasm at the point it was completly compressed as though an electrical event had occured. Because the field is say 10cm out from my body now i know longer get the muscles spasm but the amount of energy that can be compressed is larger and of a far better quality. The similarity between the feeling of bringing the same pole magnets together and when the energy is compressed is so similar it is incredible i can feel pressing against my skin and surroundings. I guess the only difference between the two is how it is moving.
Last night was great too as my spirit father appeared to me and i guess you could say he gave me moral lessons as a father would. In short respect others and expect the same respect from them. If they do not you have the right put them back in line. I would have never agreed with the last statement before now. But it is like the father putting the child in line. I was also shown various ways of using the energy.
Before this i was given a sought of karmic run down of why i am in my current situation. Basically i have always had this ability but used it unwisly. My reason for being able to keep it was that i always learnt the wrong of my ways at the end and so was given another opportunity with it. Gee i hope because of this past week it dosnt mean i am going to kick the bucket i have allot to do yet. I want to see humanity on its feet. I want to find the connection between physics and paraphysics. It all seems to be lie around radiant matter/energy
Anywhos take care all

[April]

Hi D, I don't post much but I was inspired to jump in here. Some of your experiences sound like possible psychic attacks, but for the most part I feel that these experiences you are going through are not a bad thing, but a transformation - a tuning of your energy and inner sight to a higher frequency or vibration. Keep your attention focused on things that raise your vibration and it will be a smoother transition for you. It's all about finding your flow in this energy - learning to navigate within it and consciously direct it. Ask Source/Creator directly (preferably in a meditative or relaxed state) for clarity about your experiences and your path, or anything else you want, and you will get clear answers.

[dmonarch]

Coming to terms with it

Hi April. Your right about coming to terms with and seeking higher thoughts. This happened me before in a major way and required the same sought thing. This time much stronger and a much more lasting outcome. My aura is huge and violet. i no know how to use crystals in amazing ways and i think i have come to terms with the fact that its ok to be different. These past weeks truly were difficult but once this kind mind split occured towards the end i could open up one part to recieve and the other part me to listen,its very cool. I just need to pick my fluorite and wham theres people talking in the back ground. Fluorites brilliant, its like theyre pieces of equipment to cherish now where as before they were just stone. I am going to try either citrine or rose quartz tonight. I will get an amethyst soon too. Each one does something different in a very literal way.

[sucahyo]

The other night someone strangling the sh*t out of me and breathing in my face. These are just a few things. They started slow initially and were most good and enjoyable but over the two week period they have been ramping up.

That is really terrible. I think your going to the wrong direction with your chi building. I don't know much about chi, but if you want to improve your quality of health and mind, the method you use have to improve all aspect of your life and not taken anything from you.

See if there are other convenient thing taken away from you, like sleepless night, pain in body, high temper, easily tired, etc. Reobserve the way of your training.

It is possible that what you receive is not a bless but a curse. A curse is something you achieve by sacrificing something that make you happy.

My suggestion:
- remove all kind of strange photo / statue / charm / mystic item from your house, atleast from your meditation room. You are attracting something to strangle you. It can be worst up to the point it make you ill on unknown blood related decease.
- do not use spell when meditating
- do not do ritual
- check the crystal to someone knowledgable. Check if there are bad aura or similar thing.
- if you have receive attunement or something similar, ask for removal of them. Bad kind of attunement exist.
- think positively, do not blank your mind. Always focus on something you want to achieve during meditation.


This knowledge is based from what I learn from my surounding. Having friend can not be stabbed with needle, other can lift 500kg object, other do not bleed when stabbed, other can read when blindfolded, other can push away people without touching, other can harm people remotely, other can hold fire, other can make fire, other have bullet proof skin overnight, I have some conclusion of the effect you mention.

The best thing for us is to stay away from this kind of "improvement". Learn only something that can improve your life without sacrifice something you already have. You will have calm and happier live.

[dmonarch]

Thanks for the advice

Thanks for the advice Sucahyo. What ever it was it is over now. It seems like this might be a regular occurance for me now. This is the second time i have had something along these lines happen to me in the past year or so. They tend to produce the similar responses from myself and are energetic in nature. The first occurance the energy was a vortex, the second the energy was loose and free floating. The events are very stressful and often evoke desperate behaviour from me. Normally they calm down when i realise what is happening and i sought of just go with the flow. They tend to also last for a week and as quick as they came they go. I must admit the first one was much better handled and more blissful. This one was not blissful in nature but more energetic and awareness there of.
I dont do spells any more, since a teen which is a good 12 or so years ago. I dont think there is anything wrong with them as long as your willing to accept the responsibility and outcome for your actions.
I dont think the event was a curse or bad, just an event and more oriented towards making me aware of how to seperate my energy from my body in a concious manner.

That is really terrible. I think your going to the wrong direction with your chi building. I don't know much about chi, but if you want to improve your quality of health and mind, the method you use have to improve all aspect of your life and not taken anything from you.

See if there are other convenient thing taken away from you, like sleepless night, pain in body, high temper, easily tired, etc. Reobserve the way of your training.

It is possible that what you receive is not a bless but a curse. A curse is something you achieve by sacrificing something that make you happy.

My suggestion:
- remove all kind of strange photo / statue / charm / mystic item from your house, atleast from your meditation room. You are attracting something to strangle you. It can be worst up to the point it make you ill on unknown blood related decease.
- do not use spell when meditating
- do not do ritual
- check the crystal to someone knowledgable. Check if there are bad aura or similar thing.
- if you have receive attunement or something similar, ask for removal of them. Bad kind of attunement exist.
- think positively, do not blank your mind. Always focus on something you want to achieve during meditation.


This knowledge is based from what I learn from my surounding. Having friend can not be stabbed with needle, other can lift 500kg object, other do not bleed when stabbed, other can read when blindfolded, other can push away people without touching, other can harm people remotely, other can hold fire, other can make fire, other have bullet proof skin overnight, I have some conclusion of the effect you mention.

The best thing for us is to stay away from this kind of "improvement". Learn only something that can improve your life without sacrifice something you already have. You will have calm and happier live.