energy balls

[star88]

i need some help if there is anyone who can give it.
ever since i started my energy ball training the lines on my hands including my life line have all started to rapidly fade. i wondered if there is any reason for this and any to stop it.
it has also come to the point were i don't ever need to think about makeing them before the appear. i wouldn't mind so much but for the fact that every time i go to sleep it happens. i don't know why nor how.
if anyone can help please will you.

[dmonarch]

Balls, Energy

Hi Star88
It sounds like you are internallizing reality too much. This is not necessarily your fault. This is actually very common. For the past 15 or so years if not longer i had a hard time just getting out of my head and start experiencing reality in the moment. As a result my studies suffered greatly and i would on occasion loose control. Recently by accident i discovered that it was a chemical problem and that i was low on niacin (b3). Apparantly most if all are low on it. It causes anxiety and depression. The depression from my experience is actually an indirect result of not being able to move forward. Because you no longer recieve much or any information from reality your internal reality takes over and all the crap that happened in your life weighs you down and so the depression. I take around 100-200mg a day and its done wonders. I see things for what they are. Dont think it takes away the magic from life, in fact it makes it better.
Of course you could actually be moulding prana which is very real and possible however I cannot see any reason why it would be doing what it is doing unless you were making it do so. By having a fear of something often you actually bring it to fruition. If this is the case maybe you should give it a rest for a while and get your mindset in check. Israel Regardie recomended that all those wishing to undertake occult practices should under go psychiatric evaluation. He wasnt saying this from the standpoint that he thought people involved in the occult were nuts. He was saying it from the point of view that when dealing with the occult any minor problems with your persona will become magnified. For those that are capable of the occult arts who are not ready for it are capable of causing very real damage to those around them and themselves.
I know this is probably not what you wanted to hear cause i know i wouldnt have wanted to hear it when involved in such activities. You master walking before you master handling a gun. Just the same master yourself before trying to master the occult. Practice meditation and self control. Sorry to be a downer.
Regards
Damian

[morpher44]

energy ball

i need some help if there is anyone who can give it.
ever since i started my energy ball training the lines on my hands including my life line have all started to rapidly fade. i wondered if there is any reason for this and any to stop it.
it has also come to the point were i don't ever need to think about makeing them before the appear. i wouldn't mind so much but for the fact that every time i go to sleep it happens. i don't know why nor how.
if anyone can help please will you.

Energy balls, if doable, sound like a very advanced shamanistic
ability.

If a person actually had such an ability, I would recommend
keeping it to yourself until you have master complete control
of it. I don't fully know how electricity works, let alone Qi (Chi),
but I suspect that when you take energy and use it ...
it must also be given back. It flows, in other words ... and you never
really get to keep it for long ... or hold it like a possession.
So an ability such as forming and releasing fire balls, if
physics holds, has an equal and opposite reaction back to you.

Physicists, after Einstein, realized that everything mathematically
expressed in physics requires a point of reference -- a frame --
an observer.
When fire balls can be created in your hands, is it because you
made them appear, or because they were actually always there
but you just suddenly were able to observe them?
I think some people can see auras ... and some people can
control their circulation or internal electrical circuitry. If you focus
on your hands, you can make them hotter ... or colder with the
power of mind. you can bring energy to those places ...
and you can increase your aura ... and if you can suddenly
go into a state whereby you see your aura (your lite body)
it may look like fire -- you are observing. Your skin body might
go out of focus and look more smooth.

Anyway ... this is all just a guess on my part.
I was very much influenced by some of the ideas
in the fictional books about the "Celestine Prophecy".
Yes this is sort of a work of fantasy ... or is it?

[dmonarch]

Occult

The occult is not excused from scientific practice. The occult is in essence a branch of science just as chemistry is. Allowing yourself the freedom to think what ever you will without being critical is fine, but in the end you are leading yourself astray.
Damian