Combining science with spirituality equals truth

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Actual truth

These Killuminati videos on YouTube are absloutely required for any person, and if you have any desire to know what truth is and what life's purpose is, then you must know that you have the power to stand up and become human...as we are now not. We are harnessed by the criminals that know how easy it is to do this, and the minute we are, we help in this delusion.

Once we know anything about truth, we will know what the atom is and why, and how this universe is made from the manifestation of subparticles according to magnetic frequencies. It is not the materiality we think we see. We think everything is a solid, but we know in fact, it is not. But once we get everyone to think it is solid, then we can easily make people get accustomed to feeling this delusion, and then we will manufacture a reality that utilizes magnetism to trick our senses into thinking wrong is right.

WE now are a pathetic excuse for humanity, but that is all we know. That is so bad, that we actually know this already, but we place delusions in front of us so that we can take the easy way out and live a lie. We cannot even begin to face the truth, as we are subhuman from birth. How bad is it when we can place truth in front of us and not care?

Take this truth to others and you will get rejection. That is the honest result from placing truth in front of us. We reject it. Yes, it is a long road to wake up. And we routinely use pathetic daily results to glamorize. And we suck on the ego and paint ourselves with ego and pave our roads with ego...

We have but one choice to start...fear or love. Make that choice now, or you are not human, but just a pathetic excuse for human. We cannot make any choice as a human until we choose love over fear. Until then we are a pathetic excuse, and are the entity that moves around on this planet hiding the truth about us from all others, and even ourselves.

Even when we have absloute wonder in front of us. Magnetism. Gravity. Music. We just have no idea what love is.

Now that we have the internet, truth is available. The choice is now...

Ancient Knowledge Pt.1 Consciousness, Sacred Geometry, Cymatics, Illusion of Reality (Rare Footage) - YouTube

The Truth Shall Set You Free - YouTube

Wade

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2012; the time for truth

This next part (part 5) of this video series will give you the anti-gravity device. There is already a "teaser" of part 5 that almost gives it all now.

Unless you know everything, you are going to be just like everyone else...you are going to find out the truth. Secret societies, those who teamed up with the Secret Service and CIA to kill President Kennedy, will have to destroy this current society now and get rid of this pesky internet... because the internet will soon offer humanity the potential to become a tangible component of this vibrating reality.

Right now we all have a choice coming up. We will be able to grab ourselves by the ear and ask ourselves a question. We will then have an option previously not available to us. Can I, as a person, without any excuses based on my inablity to be honest with myself, and my constant crutch I utilize so that I can continue to suck on the ego...look directly at suffering and make it my best friend?

We have to decide if we are going to die correctly, as the result of living correctly, and it will cost us our career. It will cause suffering. We will have to choose the hard road...and you know right now, that is not going to happen. You have just now verified the history of mankind. How does that taste? Ego tastes good now my friend, but after you die, it will throw you into the toilet and you will be back here sucking some more.

Where is your comfort zome now? Fair question.

Wade (Deal Or No Deal)

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do you seek truth?

There are two basic places we come from before we start this life. If we are successful in our past life, we can go down the path of light with low vibration and make it to Heaven. Then we have the option of staying there or coming back and in a new life.

If we are UNsuccessful in our past life, then we are knocked off of the path of light due to our high vibration. 99% in this life come from Hell...the darkness surrounding the path of light. They do not have choices to lay out in this life. They typically stay within the norms of society or fail miserably...becoming an addict or criminal.

Coming from Heaven, the 1% make choices and have a purpose and a path to follow. Suffering is a tool to sway them toward their purpose. This suffering is a choice they make. The Act of Giving was designed to offer help to the 1% so they become enlightened quickly. Without it, they suffer until they find enlightenment on their own.

As those who came from Heaven live their life, events will occur that affect their choices. They had the opportunity to plan out this life and lay down these events to stay on their path, plus they get help from other souls who are involved in this plan.

We cannot bring our consciousness from the other dimension into this vibrating world. We forget all of it. We just have FREE WILL to help us make the right choice.

My books are designed to help mankind. I offer the truth of life's meaning, as I mention here. Plus I offer the Act of Giving. So, no matter what % you are, I have your salvation. This choice you have now is your FREE WILL.

I am starting a new quest and will not have internet access, plus I will not be very active spiritually if I do get online. This is my last effort to give away my very short (20 pages) freeEbooks. They will always be available online, but I will not be around sharing them and seeking a way to offer help. I will be working in the real world with my hands.

Can you picture the idea of being 55 years old and having the opportunity to do anything you want? The ability to walk out the front door and look at the beautiful day and look north, then south, then west, and then east...and choose a direction?

To be free from the restrictions set in place by the city, an employer, a wife, or a self-imposed limitation?

No bills. No obligations. Just the ability to drive along slowly...below the speed limit, letting life come to you, and then just savoring the moment...in slow motion?

I am a handyman. I like to remodel homes. I need to improve my ability to mesh with other people. To show and receive love.

If I am on my last quest in this life i am going to go out in style...in my fashion...on a path I choose. I will let me be Wade, and I will invent a new list of different Wades...to wear on my shirt sleeve and ponder.

I will not go out with fear, regret, obligation, failure, disgust, or shame. I will discover and explore. I will blaze a new trail.

The last time I did this I drove too fast and had a goal. That was my mistake. It is time for me to let this world know that I am not conquered or burdened with being normal or wrapped up in a knot. I will be FREE.

Fear is the opposite of love. When we have love in our life the fear is moved back, but may still be there. We have the ability to erase the fear, and there are specific things that can do this. If we do erase the fear, there is room for the love. Self confidence is an indicator of this love.

I recommend that you read Deal Or No Deal (25 pages) and Act Of Giving (20 pages).

Wade

[MonsieurM]

We cannot bring our consciousness from the other dimension into this vibrating world. We forget all of it. We just have FREE WILL to help us make the right choice.

My books are designed to help mankind. I offer the truth of life's meaning, as I mention here. Plus I offer the Act of Giving. So, no matter what % you are, I have your salvation. This choice you have now is your FREE WILL.

I am starting a new quest and will not have internet access, plus I will not be very active spiritually if I do get online. This is my last effort to give away my very short (20 pages) freeEbooks. They will always be available online, but I will not be around sharing them and seeking a way to offer help. I will be working in the real world with my hands.

Can you picture the idea of being 55 years old and having the opportunity to do anything you want? The ability to walk out the front door and look at the beautiful day and look north, then south, then west, and then east...and choose a direction?

To be free from the restrictions set in place by the city, an employer, a wife, or a self-imposed limitation?

No bills. No obligations. Just the ability to drive along slowly...below the speed limit, letting life come to you, and then just savoring the moment...in slow motion?

I am a handyman. I like to remodel homes. I need to improve my ability to mesh with other people. To show and receive love.

If I am on my last quest in this life i am going to go out in style...in my fashion...on a path I choose. I will let me be Wade, and I will invent a new list of different Wades...to wear on my shirt sleeve and ponder.

I will not go out with fear, regret, obligation, failure, disgust, or shame. I will discover and explore. I will blaze a new trail.

The last time I did this I drove too fast and had a goal. That was my mistake. It is time for me to let this world know that I am not conquered or burdened with being normal or wrapped up in a knot. I will be FREE.

Fear is the opposite of love. When we have love in our life the fear is moved back, but may still be there. We have the ability to erase the fear, and there are specific things that can do this. If we do erase the fear, there is room for the love. Self confidence is an indicator of this love.

I recommend that you read Deal Or No Deal (25 pages) and Act Of Giving (20 pages).

Wade

Good Luck on your Quest Bro ,

May you find the two L : Love and Light

and thank you for your valuable input

ps: an advise before you hit the road .... best way to beat a game is to change its rules

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update

This is turning out to be more than I had expected. It began as a disappointment and just more of the same, but with a little faith, confidence, and patience...the miracles have begun.

Yesterday and today were highlights of my life. I make the choice to live as a adventurer and find a quest, start with an insane objective and begin at ground zero literally...nothing any sane man would do.

And I was totally wrong. It was all just dumb. Until something changed me. Until I was able to let truth overwhelm me and reduce me to a vibrating mess. Until I was able to cry with nothing to support me except my devotion to my intentions...however falsely delivered.

I was able to accept my faults and my inability to be what I thought was a man. To not be afraid of death, or pain, or being stupid, or insane, or WRONG. To not have any control. Pure weakness...at ground level.

to be continued...

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we can define our history of the future

At OpenEnlightenment, a forum, an effort has begun to create equity in mankind and solve its problems. I invite all of you who want truth to be the foundation of the future, and establish humanity as worthy of the future, to unite on earth as we do in Heaven.

Seek truth, as it has been provided. While I am dying, and have seen the ugly truth, there are those who have the power to do anything...if united. The secret societies that control this world and the definition of man, easily keep us focused on simple materialistic selfish ways.

Our goals on this planet are to unite and harness truth to oppose the lies. The definition of mankind cannot survive a courtroom as we are. We must become honest and non-materialistic, and share. We need to learn to give.

This is all a reasonable goal. It is supported by the truths I have offered. Ego is the delusion which is the result of science. The secrets control our future, even when history has set the truth in stone. We simply cannot be honest, as we live within ego.

Excuses fool no one except in our delusion. Your soul is your truth, and does not need our weak devotion to ego...it needs us to unite in truth. The invitation is given now, by me, who has paid the price by giving my life. Do we want to define humanity for the universe to examine, as salesmen and lawyers? I would rather have a farmer who had to become a soldier to protect his family and his truth, from the secrets.

I will not accept your fear, but i will excuse it. There is always tomorrow. As men, we allow the women to do our dirty work for us, but I promise you, once we unite you will be brave and shine, as we define the future of man.

I will not lie to you. We will do some tough jobs, and a bit of suffering. Seeking truth will inspire you as you go, and the evil will give up their materialistic ways as they see their demise. It is up to us to define the future of humanity upon a foundation of truth.

Don't let dirty bombs define our future. Excuses do not work with me. It is our job and you are part of the problem if you do not stand up for truth. Show our superiors that we are worth having a future.

Thank you

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Secrets within the government

I watch TV movies on Showtime about the true history of the United States, and as they go through each illegal act, one after the other, that our government perpetrated on the world, and then lied about it publicly...blaming everything on imaginary communists and...I remember the responses my Dad had as I asked questions relating to the specifics.

He lied to me, as he knew exactly what was going on, and told me how wonderful and great this country is. This United States was the single most corrupt country in the world due to its power to destroy and control. The CIA was a perverted organization, and still is, as they have no limitations to what they will do.

Since I refused to join up with these corrupt and perverted government systems that my Dad worked within, I became an enemy of the state. I had no idea what was going on until the last stages and these TV movies verified my doubts as to my Dad's involvement.

As Carole and I tried to build a life together, we both did a good job...with Carole doing a great job. She had no idea that I was an unofficial but actual enemy of the state. She did not know that I had turned down the scholarship and employment from the secret societies that run our government and military.

My Dad knew all along, throughout my life, that this country was operating illegally and covertly. I was always lead to believe that we were the good guys. I just had a bad feeling about selling out to such secret operations. So all I did was say "no".

Now, as I look back, I understand fully why I was ruined by the Feds. And why my Dad never defended me against them. Carole was a completely innocent victim in all of this. I was innocent as well, but was naive as I at least was witness to the evil that my dad was involved in.

Our Federal government is a covert and perverted operation that has no problem becoming organized crime and attacking normal citizens with systems perpetrated by those same people recruited by the Feds who stood beside me, before I turned away from them.

Humanity has a line drawn between those who will and will not accept a role in becoming a pervert. That line was drawn betweem me and my dad. And throughout my life I was so easily the victim because I believed in my Dad. And as I sit here with my half-dead brain, I accept my role in helping my father be the evil pervert.

That is what love does.

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reality

In being homeless, and while I was just close to being homeless, what I discovered through firsthand experience is that humanity is a perverted screwed up mess. Hypocrisy defines capitolism.

If I tried to offer help to a homeless man, they were always afraid of me. They thought I was a pervert. As I walk the path, I will also suspect anyone who offers help. The odds are, I estimate, that anyone willing to help is more than 75% chance of being a pervert.

Society has no help, other than a very bare minimum that sets a tone that defines capitolism. WE flat out suck. The only thing we can do is make an excuse, as WE do for all matters that concern us taking responsibility for our actions.

And once a person like myself hits a low spot, he is trash. Capitolism is for the very weak, who are complete hypocrites, or consumed by the ego so that excuses allow us to lie to ourselves. And then we preach about spirituality. A spirituality that is self-serving.

Sure, we go on and on about me, and then me, and then myself. And call it spiritual. WE live and die through the ego and lie about it, no matter what.

Unless we are going to give, with no expectations in return, we are liars. Try giving up all materialism and walking the path of the homeless. Go ahead and laugh. That is your excuse.

In less than two weeks I pack up everything I own in a backpack and hit the path. I will be able to see firsthand, again, what trash is. And when a homeless man comes walking through town, he is a suspected thief, criminal, pervert, and probably murderer.

Preach to me now, while I am listening.

Wade

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men

Our life has purpose. We take the easy way out so we don't have to face our fear. If we were to unite, and stand up for truth, we would not be sharing a spirituality that has no purpose.

The ancient and Eastern spirituality defined humanity in the past, and will in the future. Right now, capitolism is who we are, and it is a pile of compost.

Materialism would be some sort of defense if it had a place where we DO have purpose. But instead, we fear death. That shows that we do not believe what we say.

I am not actually speaking to women. I have no problem with our wonderful, beautiful, and graceful unappreciated better halves. Yes, tolerating pathetic and weak men is a burden.

I voluntarily gave up materialsim after the Feds took away my family and life. And I have stood up for the truth that lies behind the fear. The fear that men use as their excuse.

So, while we are at it, lets defend gay rights.

A strong man who knows how to share his love, and devote time to sharing that love, is a man who will defend truth. His woman deserves a man who will have a soft touch and a warm heart, who knows how to pet and stroke confidence into the body and display faith with his eyes.

Who takes responsibility for yesterday, and tomorrow. Without excuses. And lives in today, while defining his purpose through his actions. And always has time to touch the face of the one who inevitably will have to deal with his weaknesses.

Talk is cheap. I think it is time for women to run this materialistic world that men have created.

And for men to cook the dinner.

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my final posts as i prepare for my quest

I think we need to lose the capitolism and tighten up on family values, and have a society that fully supports anything that makes a family strong.

Family rights. After we have done that, then we can see what else we need.

As it is, the Free Masons have everything under control. They have their families solid, as they control all of the government and society under capitolistic definition.

We need government control with a structured system based on representation, but all corporations owned by the government, and modest wages, all within a decent range of each other. All land must be owned by the government, with families having living rights and property control within reason.

All families should have equal rights based on a structured set of values...the bill of rights. Government secrets have a limited time span.

If we do our part, then the whole definition of mankind will change, and our lives will have a conncetion with the spiritual realm, and we will effectively reduce perverted activity. As it is, we develop all forms of sexual perversion.

"being different" needs to be our motto, as compared to how it is. "How it should be" will be our goal. After that, then we can be finite with our schemes.

We are now living in a world that is totally dominated by secret activity that has a bottom line where we are abused cattle. "Live and let live" is exactly what they want out of us.

Civil war is what we need, and if we become strong in our values, we will get help from angels and we will actually deserve to be free. We will have death, as we will lose our hypocrisy and death will be a badge of honor, and the weak/pathetic men will disappear.

Walking the walk.

Wade

truth in my actions

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walking

The hate I receive illustrates exactly what I write about. People have been trained for maybe 50 years by the Free Masons, and our covert/corrupt government, to be egoic and defend our egoic ways.

We even create new definitions for things such as ego so that we don't even have to think about who we really are. We go to great lengths to defend our right to be me, me, and myself.

Spirituality has been redefined to have no responsibility for mankind's condition, and to have an automatic excuse to not be a man. WE are afraid of death, and have a life based on fear, and death is the most terrible fate.

No great leaders anymore. The Masons go after anyone when they are young, and the rest just suck on their addictions. No one even acknowledges that we have a responsibility. We are cattle. We make sure of that.

As I stop at each church I encounter, I have no expectations of being accepted. And once they find out who I am, I suspect they will call the police. Convenience is who we are. Addictions, assumptions, excuses, and convenience.

And to Hell with anyone who stands up for truth. Oh wait, lets eliminate Hell. There ya go!

Just find a convenient way to change the meaning of my words and eliminate any responsibility, and promote an image of acceptance. Marketing. Technology. Control.

For shame.

Wade

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quest

I am completing my primary quest that I chose when I lost my family and started writing.

Now I have to get right inside. I have to develop rock solid faith, self-forgiveness, and love. This will require me staying off the internet, and lots of walking. I have lots of thinking to do, and a spiritual path to discover.

I have to reinvent Wade. My "changing the world" is over. Now I have to work on my soul. BUT, I had to complete my first quest or those thoughts would be creeping back in...as i walk.

I stand by my words. I will not take them back. "Being different" was my choice. Sacrifice and suffering was my choice. I have to be able to talk without crying, and talk about new topics that are more selfish. And I need to tolerate and accept. Walking is my choice.

I carried a big hammer here. I have no regrets. I am skilled with a hammer, and I hit pretty hard. That was my first new Wade. I saw my next Wade when I was in the psyche ward, and I was a spiritual leader.

That is the wade I need to find. It will be difficult, and i will either die or find something. I have another book, but I am not so sure that is my next path. If I survive this path, maybe I will find a soul who gives to me, and supports me...so I can write. Otherwise, it is not that important anyway.

I will try to stay out of jail, but, even jail may be the best fix for me. Better than a straight jacket under Federal supervision. This will be a really huge adventure, as I carry a backpack. I will be thinking and searching for my soul, and carrying death on one shoulder, and peace on the other.

How I deal with people will make the difference I think.

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leadership

My goal is to discover enlightenment.

I have respect for most people. And I am tolerant to a point. That point is one of my studies. I do not want tolerance to be easy, as it is easy to stay quiet and look the other way.

I want tolerance to be shared. To be the result and not the choice. Our society inflicts suffering on the masses, without respect, and the tolerance is contradictory.

Leadership, resulting from a person who understands the suffering from a perspective that is not self-serving, offers a potential bottom line that addresses issues that can benefit society.

This is why I speak out. Society currently has a mainstream perspective that has been manufactured. It is a lie that serves a cause that is a huge secret. Our leadership is criminal in its reality.

Tolerance toward society. Where does this fit into our purpose? Should we stay silent and find an easier pursuit...such as focusing on the sharing of respect? A sharing that includes the deleting of negative issues and enjoying the mainstream manufactured positive attitudes?

To be able to enjoy wealth, and to have security in our ability to choose what we want to do, is the result of a society that is a lie. Exploitation is what defines humanity.

We have victims of our society's dedication to mainstream philosophy, which exploits, and destroys. And the bottom line is those who have the ability to serve their "soul's purpose", have exploited...and have destroyed.

Innocence does not exist. If it did at one time, someone saw that and found a way to destroy it. We have a chance to stop, and turn around, and find a tolerance that does lead to respect. It will be based on a bottom line resulting from our commitment toward truth.

Truth has nothing to do with our soul's current purpose, as we serve ourselves, and avoid anything that is difficult. We have manufactured a new defintion of mankind. It is a fake tolerance. A false respect.

Enlightenment will not be found in this society without suffering. And suffering is not our choice, as we choose to have a wealth resulting from exploitation and lies. Our current spirituality is fake.

Humanity cannot be examined. We demand success...in a fake society. Where we fear death. And we fear suffering. And we talk the cheap talk, while we walk the hypocritic walk. And enjoy our wealth.

Where is the soul's purpose today? Where can I find it? In our leadership? In our bottom line? Or in our delusion?

Women need to provide our leadership. So that humanity has a slight chance. So that we have an honest purpose. So that we have made some recognizable attempt to change. The men have been so convincing in our lies that we now have a spirituality that is a compromised form of self worship.

Lets take away 75% of all men, and thus make the man a worthy toy for the women. And do not spare the rod when you teach the boy how to be honest. How to see clearly. And how to respect women.

At least that would give us a slight chance. Innocence.

Wade

truth in my actions

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tomorow

You have to admit, if at least 75% of men didn't wake up tomorrow, and women had to take over, everything would change. The government would be filleted open, and all the secrets would be exposed.

We would know what humanity is...now...and where we stand in this universe, and how we need to change. Capitolism would be gone in a flash.

I can think of nothing that would be better, although it is more likely that women will perish with the men. But, if we could save the women, we could salvage what we have, and redefine humanity.

And words such as freedom, and democracy, and representation, and the pursuit of happiness would be placed in front of our children. And we could wake up each day and go to work, with purpose a word that can be defined through actions.

And lies would no longer be the secret foundation of the meaning of life. If the women perish as well, we would just be starting over...and nothing would change.

Wade

truth in my actions

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quest

I leave in ten days. I have a path where I am but a simple man. I am excited. I look forward to being free, for the first time in my life. A pure freedom. Walking each day as I travel from town to town.

Imagine...waking up each day in a new place, with a new self. No alarm clock. No car to maintain. No paperweights holding me down. With no walls, and no bosses...no taxes, and no forms.

No addictions, or expectations. No demands. The ability to enjoy a day with good weather, and to find a place to stay while I wait out the bad. Without responsibilities. I can actually relax.

I will walk to see what is around the corner. To share who I am and see what reactions I get. Without fear. Or limitations.

And if I do my job well, some toilet paper as well. I may even find a friend. As I seek a challenge. No excuses. No regrets. Maybe walking will provide understanding as I seek new sights.

This is a true quest. I will be able to reinvent myself. Change directions. Take a break every chance I get. Ponder tomorrow. Live in today. And see the world around me.

I bet I will frequently watch the stars at night. And try to have the wind behind me during the day. Develop a pattern to begin my routine. I do remodeling, and upholstery. Can teach golf, or talk about life. Tell my story while I listen to theirs.

I will explain my quest to the law, or the storekeeper, or to the birds. As I figure a way to receive a gift every now and then. Sitting in a jail may come with room service.

And what will I find?